Tuesday, April 06, 2010 @ 4/06/2010 01:10:00 AM
its been ages since i last updated my blog ...
due to certain circumstances ...
i was unable to update ....
but since i have this chance .. why not kan ???
anyways...my holidays was spend working my guts out as i was fighting for my regional manager poost ...
the ups and downs that i u had to endure was sooo stressful that i fall sick 2 days before closing of sales ...
and i was at the verge of giving up ..
till fauzi helped me to fight for my RM ....
its liked fighting for war ..
and you will never know you either win or lose...
i grid my teeth as i trid to fight til the end ..
and congratulation radiah ....
you're now the company's regional manager ... .. :)
confirm tomorrow come down office i will get sao-ed by my uplines to tell pp my story how i fought for my RM ...
anyways ....
enough of my blabbering about work...
les talk about my holidays ...
so far ..
im left with few more days till schools reopen ...
&&ive yet to enjoy my holiday ...
apart from going to zouk to celebrate bestbuddy birthday ....
the initial plan was to go rebel ..
but then uh ..some of them kene reject....
we went zouk ...
it was boring ...
seriously ....
regret .. partly ..
but the time spent with secondary schoolmates was awesome ...
hahahahaha ..
that was th only time i enjoyed my holiday ...
and this coming friday ...
im going to sleep over mar's place as we're sort of having a steamboat cum slumber party at her place...
all those ex je2 staff is invited to go lar ..
but we how uh who we're inviting ...
hahhaha ...
and this month ....
im fighting for my regional direction post...
woooo .... !! scared that i cant commit due to school reopened and also time management ..
hahaha ...
&&im falling for someone ..
literally...hyperthetically .... maybe ....
but then uh ... who knows ... thing will ..or will not worked out as i have planned ...
cause the thing is ...
i wasnt sure myself ...
but just treat him as a friend for now will do ...
cause i dont want to put too much hope and ended up getting hurt ...
true ???
and its beens ages since i post lengthy post ...
cause ive always been lazy lar ..
:)
got to go ... will update on the slumber cum steamboat party ...!!
cant wait!!!!
Labels: tonight will be the night that i will fall for you
Sunday, March 07, 2010 @ 3/07/2010 02:35:00 PM
I wanted to put pichas on this post ...
But was soo lazy cause im updating thru my hp ...
Anyways ...
Things has been going out of hand ...
Seriously ...
everything is sooo in hayewire ...
Not to say cockup ...
I just dono where to continue from where ive left the thing ...
I need guidance from experienced people like fauzi ...
He brought me there and i need brought ppl in ...
So .. Its my responsibilities to guide them ...
But i just dono where to start ...
Aiyaaa ...
I wanna take it slow ... Okey ... Not slow ... Just moderate will do ...
And i need to maintain my school grades also ... But how ??
Thats where i starts to feel the stress and pressure ...
Yes, i want to change my lifestyle for the better ... But the thing is ...
And i know that it wont be easy ...
but i dont want to give up half way ...
Neither do i want to dissappoint them that this think cannot make it ...
But in actual fact ... it can work ...
Just that u need to think positive ...
Thats all that i need ...
But i just dont see the positive in it ...
Urgh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(:
Friday, February 26, 2010 @ 2/26/2010 04:52:00 PM
here i am blogging instead of getting my butt to work ...
seriously i got no mood to go to work due to certain reasons ...
and it concerns my studies ...
not that i've neglect them ...
its just that i seriously feels that ..
because of concentrating more on my work that i somehow dont really care bout my studies ..
you see ... ive always aim to excel well on and get a good marks on my modules ...
but when i realised after getting my result progress test ....
i got an average marks of 60+ ...
i was really dishearted that i feel like banging my head on the wall ....
cause ive taken the modules before and i should know and excel better than the rest ....
im the type who strive for perfection ...
especially in my studies ...
cause i know that i can do better ...
gosh ... i feel all so sucky right now ...
i really need to buck up on my studies as my CA is coming soon next week ...
and today ... while on the way back form school ... iwas caught smoking in school uniform ...
that add to more punishment that im getting from mrs tahir ...
seriously ..
now i feel the stress level rising up to my brain ....
damn ..
how should i answer her when she questioned me on monday ...
cause i know she will ....
urgh !!! february sucks ...
hurry march so i can start anew ...
starting from march ...
no more late coming ... absent without valid reason ...
and yes! i know i can do it ...
it a simple thing to do ..
if others can do it ...
why cant i ....??
i know that last posts are also about studies and etc...
cause right now enjoyment period has been put on hold ...
hahaah ....
and on a lighter note ...
i got $800 for bursary ....
weeeee~
okay im done ...
bye !!!
Labels: the day i fall for you
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Wednesday, February 24, 2010 @ 2/24/2010 11:09:00 PM
ive not been updating due to lack of mood and vibe to blog ...
And here i am blogging cause i feel like it ...
Anyways ...
Schools has been really hectic with projects, assignments and deadline to catch up with ...
my personal life has been lifeless cause ive been focusing more on schools and work till i neglect my friends and my njoyment life ... ):
Shall wait till im done with all my school CA and stop work and start back my night life routine kae friends ... Right now school is more important !!
And yes !! ive been seriously forcing myself and dragging my feet to school .. But once ive stepped in all i want to do is study and excel well in my modules .. Weird ayy ..
But heck ... Ive aim a 3.5 gpa point minimun with no cca point to back it up ...
hope i can make it ...
And i do have confidence in it ... (:
Confidence mau lebih pe ... Haha ..
K lar ..shall update more interesting stories soon kay ... Bye ... (:
Saturday, February 13, 2010 @ 2/13/2010 02:31:00 PM
updates with no photo..
cause its taking such a long time for it to upload ....
anyways ...
few more days and working day to my officially rest and pay day ....
weeee!!(NOT!)
Hahaha ....
things to do with my pay ..
got lar ..
but i think my pay is ard 500++ for two weeks ...
hahaha..
and after paying off things i think im left with 200 plus???maybe ..
see how much i get for my pay lar ..
hahahaha..
and today im working ....
but then uh ..
i dont feel like working!!1 hahaha ...
cause i just dont feel like it ....
&& i particularly detest this particular person .. which i shall not mention who .....
her behavior pisses me off one way or another ....
well to hell with it ....
i shall update a proper one once im less lethargic ...=)
adios...
Labels: ur attitude pisses me off
Saturday, February 06, 2010 @ 2/06/2010 01:19:00 AM
i'm BACK!!!
Like literally ...
hahaha ...
was soo busy with nothing for the last few months that i neglected my blog ..
seriously ..
hasn't been working ..
until last 2 days ...
apart from that ...
IM BACK TO SCHOOL BITCH !!
i noe ...
but i was being indecisive as to whether to take up the course again or not ...
cause im back at bishan ..
and yes ....
this time ....
im gonna make it right and close to perfect ...
cause been there done that mah ...
hahaha ...anyways ....
schools alright i guess .....
classmates are okay ..
too early to say and judge .. so i shall keep my mouth shut ...
:)))
sadly .. classmates wasnt like thous in the pic above...
ouh wells ..
diff batch diff way i guess ...
have to adapt to it ..
and im still trying ...
and as always ...
being RadLarSey ...
it took me more then 3 weeks to get to noe my classmate ...
yes i admit ..
IM ANTI-SOCIAL FIERCE LOOKING BITCH !!
well ... those who know me ..
knows that i aint like that like ...
u have to literally talk to me then i will talk to you ... seriously ...
&& pic above ... and now .. my face are all diff loooking .. seriously ...
now i look wayy diff then that .. && my sec days ..
HAHA!
Will update on past even soon ....
take care good night ! :)
Labels: imissyou
Thursday, November 26, 2009 @ 11/26/2009 04:57:00 PM
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oh my god ..
its been ages since i last updated..
the last post was on 22 OCTOBER ..
oh my ..
have i been busy lately or just plain lazy ..
hahaha ...
ouh wells ...
let see ..
what have i been doing ??
i think all i have done these past few days was to just slack at home and either go out with friends
serious ..
im just doing nothing ..
either up the whole night using the computer or im just watching television ...
ive ben terminated from my previous job due to some stupid reason ...
hahaha ..
anyways ..what i heard from my ex-colleague ..
the work place is getting worst as in the working hours is getting pathetic ..
u will have to work from 8-8 ..
monday till thur ..
and ur saturday will be burned ..
cause you will have to work from 730 till 530 ..
crap right ??
hahaha ....
anyways ....
im working back at shangri-la hotel wih mariana mansor ...
hahaha ..
but now we have to attend training first then can work ...
haha ..
and also .. next week onwards ...
im having this course training which is being paid for by the government ,..
and im being paid to attend the course ..
hahaha ...
cool kan ..
$4 per hour ...
and its tarting this coming monday ....
and it starts from 9 am - 6pm...
haha ...
long hours kan ??
hahaha ...
but im all excited .. hahaha
k lar .. i got nothing much to updates also ...
so .. yupyup...
bye .. =)
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