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ello!!

hey people....

today...hmmm.....nothing much happened just slack at home doing nothing...but..haiz...just stay in my room....wakakaka...quite bored...i dunno wad to writ actualli..my mind is in a mess.. getting my report book on mondae..haiz..another problem...just pass 3 subject..haiz...lucky not my mom taking it..my uncle..they busy werking...phew!....haha..he went jamming n gig wit his frewns...haha..mind let him njoy himself...haha..tink he will be bck at 12 plus...haha...haiz..hmm...tink got nothing more to update..tink 2morow oso...cuz tink it will be a boring dae!!haha..gues not updating lar..gonna chnge my blog song soon..gettin irritating..hahaha.. byebye!!

Selamat Hari Raya People...

hahaha..i had a great fun hari raya this yr...not really dat fun arh..witout my late grandfater this yr...haiz..so...hmmm..

lthis wad happen this raya fer mie!!



woke up at 10 plus bath den eat after dat change....changed den take foto of da family..pose here n dere..hahaha..after dat 2 plus go my gramps house ..my dad side...haha.den stay dere fer few hours den..both my brother fell aslip at the living room..dotz.....den the woke up...den after dat went to my uncle home at teck whye...but his family wasnt dere..but his step mom was there so..yar..we went wit a bunch of group...haha..my uncles and aunts....den after dat we went to another uncle house at teck whye oso beside the post office..lucky this house didnt eat..hahaha..every house we haf to eat..they keep forcing us to eat...bla..bla..bla...den after dat when to my grandma house at jurong west...reach dere at none plus..there was noone except fer my aunt family lar cuz..he lives dere...wakakaka..play bunga api wit boboy all haha..quite lame lar..den slip over dere fer the nit..den after dat my uncle sent me n my bro home..den now blogging...hahaha...k lar gtg..going out soon later at nite..maybe...




p.s:wei..liyana..aku tak leh tagged kau...!!asalarh!!it saea dat im banned ...wth!!arggh


argh!!!im soo not in the mood fer blogging todae....wth!!actually the dae was fun until later late at nite....i was in the happy mood the whole dae...tok to him on the fon b4 goin to mit bob at geylang to breakfast wit them...haiz...ouhk..let mie tell u exactly wad happen todae...

afternoon-nite...

woke up didnt go to werk..sabo shift.argh!!nmind them tok on the fon fer awhile wit him..den hung p..help mom abit at home..doing some cleaning den after dat..got ready at 6 plus to mit bob n go geylang wit him..actually got...ali..azfar..bob...sharul...fyra...n..atikah(bobgerl)...den mit them...after dat break fast dere eat chicken rice..den ali told mie dt SHE WAS CUMIN n i was so stunned n shocked...wth...then show a bit of atitude...wadever lar..den half n hour later...they tod mie they were just kidding...argh!!!den sharul bought baju kurung at 2nd chance..NICE...!!den went to look fer dendg2..bought some home..den after dat go home..quite fun lor...haha..nber went out wit them dat much b4...

nite-morning...

reach home saw amat at my home...surprised..wad the heck...dun care..everyone was doing their on stuff..got inside my room n tok to him on the fon fer awhile then put down..his dad started to scold him fer uSing the home fon so long...haiz...dn after dat watch the show pretty persuasion..den amat told mie bout the beg n kasut raye...the shoe was nyce bt the BAG!!wac FUCKLING UGLY... i was like omg..i not gonna wear dat...u tink i wad??sum makciks...hers is nicer den mine n she choose fer mie some plan beg..!!next tyme dun bother TRYING TO HELP MIE FIND A BEG..I CAN DO IT MYSELF...IM NOT SOME 1 YR OLD KID ANIMORE..!!ARGH!!!BITCH!!!!den after dat told den i wanted to use the comp...wait2 till 4 den i use..wtf..im so pissed....DAMN JUST BECUS AMAT IS HERE DUN ACT LIKE AN ASS LAR..HE IS NO PRINCE..DEN DAT BRO OF MINW TOOK THE FAN OUT OF MY ROOM...STARTED TO EXCHANGE HURTING WERDS...I CRieD ..NOONE KNEW...TO HIM I WAS NOT OUHKEY..HE IGNORED..haiz....then now blogging...i wanna do it when i feel sad or depressed..bt he wont allowed it...haiz bt stil im gonna do it..im sorie.....



so yar..datz about it...dun ask mie wad im gonna do....:(((((((
bye...take care aites..n i can heard they laughing at my bag now...itz so hurting,,y i haf a family hu treatmie like crap...i wud fell better if i die in this werld..no one care aniwae..

aloha peeps...

2dae nothing much happen...bored ....hmm..2dae actually nothing much to update....haiz...2morow werking wit afiqah n syahida...hahaha..just cnot wait to werk wit afiqah..fun lorh wit her...hahaha..tak padan kecik..hmm..den after dat mayb go geylang wit bob semue..dah lame aku tak kuar gan dorg..hahahabt tak janji lorh cuz mayb goin out wit my family to buy stuff fer my hari raya..cuz some stuff not bought yet...hahaha....yana n dipz dah keje..hahahah..i tink dun haf much to update...i noe 2dae updates is boring....im osos bored...k lar...bubye!!

im sorie..it not dat i dun wan u to folow mie to geylang later bt u will be celebrating ur sis bdae..n i dun to spoil it..jus understand plis...im also sorie dat i haf to hung up just like dat again ..didnt mean it .....im sorie...mayb we will go out together someday...just us alone k...really sorie rite now....

aloha peepz....


hmm..have been updating tis past few daes...cuz bz wit school n oso werking till no tyme to face the computer...!!!hahaha..hmm..2dae got bck home early...ard 10 plus reach home oredi....haiz..bath then s my mom was making kuih tart...!!this year semangat buat kuih raye!!bt raye will not be the same as it used to be when my late grandfather was ard....now dat hes gone..hari raye feels like .....crap onli...keep missing him when i feel lonely....haiz....cried few daes ago cuz i miss him....haiz....just now came school..WTH..SHE CUT HER HAIR THE WAE I WANNA CUT MY HAIR....bt nmind...itz too comon oredi!!plan to dye my hair n then cut during holidae!!yay....then check exam scripts....math ..totally sux..got 15.5 over 100..i dun care animore bout my math liao..than malay paper...ouhk lar..overall got 107/140..not bad..haha..den art..wohoo....got 63/100..if i do my last prp studies...i tink i cn get higher markz...then combine science!!aiya..no hope liao...dunwan tok bout it...haha....then just slack in class onli...tok2..den liyana saed tat 28 oct or nov got reggaton n ska fiesta at sentosa...hahaha..wanna go..bt detail haf not been out yet...so...yar....then...bebual gan bob...see my hp..watch this horibble video at my hp....bluetooth hari raya song at his hp..than he ajak gi geylang this saturdae...but not conferm yet....haiz...cuz werkin morning...he goin wit his gerl..fyra semue..hmmm....


haiz nothing much to update actually...hmm...2morow got skool haiz..lazy!!bt juzt go wanna see the rest of my paper....k lar gtg bye...!!

aloha peepz...

hey..2dae not really not in the mood...haiz due to wad happened tis morning....totally my fault...becuz of mie..his dae was spoiled....haiz..im really sorie if things worked out differently...i didnt mean it...guess i was too emotional ler...haiz...it was really wonderful dae fer us....cuz it mark a special place in my heart....im really sorie if i raise my voice at u...i didnt noe wad got into mie...i hung up so many tyme..ignore u....haiz....plis fergive mie....now im feeling so different...feeling of ending it ....cuz i tink im not worth a place in ur heart...promise mie if we haf to end it take it slowly n dun do stupid stuff...plis promise this..find sumone else...get on wit ur life n i will to......

k ler...update sooon...got to get ready fer werk...argh!!werking 2-10..heesh...bye

p.s:btw liyana .....good luck fer ur new job...we appreciate it dat u help us pick up kols fer kfc...!!wakakaka

erm....hey deres some detail i didnt add in just now...in the morning he was giving mie a wake up called bt i didnt pick up cuz i didnt hear it or aniting....cuz my hp was covered by my pillow..im so sorie i had to trouble u so much..i guess i have been troubling u soo much nowadaes ..i duuno why,,jus cnt help it feelin guilty...why??is my feeling fading away again like last tyme.....if it is.. im not sure how to love u the wae i used to..im just too sad to tink bout it ...haiz...im sorie if this entry really made u feel upset..im just letting out my true feeling....the more i bottled up my feeling the more i feel upsets....haiz...

hello peepz...

hey todae got bck from werk at 5 plus waited fer amalyna n afiqah den go home together den actualli wit syahida but she went home oredi...then otw home saw jolene at the bus stop..then took the same bus as her....after he called mie ask mie where am i..den sae lar inside bus...then he told mie he was at jurong east...wth!!wad the hell he was doing dere..told mie he wanted to suprise mie..i HATE suprises..totall sucks...then nber mit him ler...dunwan...got angry ...


at werk..
came werk at 1030..was over slept..go werk take cab...haiz..waste money again...heesh...reach werk place saw danial first ting saw him laugh out loud...cuz didnt really expect we were connectiom through sumting...he was my cuzzon ex..haha...he's quite okey lar..friendly..he got irritated that i owaes called him bdk punk..haha..todae nber fast cuz..ehem...haha...then eat here n dere...like party...amalyna wit her fries added extra salt...dunno why she fantasies salt so much..2dae first time do rack chicken..quiet easy but a bit disgusting n smelly...eeeww..wadever lar...nothin much happened lar..everyone was in a good mood except fer ras..he as owaes lar...haha..k lar update soon....2morow mie werking again..2-10 lucky im not schooling...bye...
adios amigos radiah mau berambos..wakakaka

ello...

haiz..juz came bck from werk at 12++..tired..help shawn do his closing cuz he was doing it alone..den after dat when home alone...tot of goin bck wit shawn but he lambt ler so decided to go ferst...haiz...juz now he msged mie ..called mie so many tyme didnt notice it cuz my werk place got no conection...wth!!otw home he called mie he was worried sick cuz i dint ans his kols...SORIE!!!tok wit him fer a while den he vomitted..heesh..he dint admit it at ferst..after i suddenly hung up den he admits....argh!!den when home ask him to kol later cuz doing sumting wit my hp...hahahas...aiya...2morow werk morning...haiz...heehs...kinda tired but nmind lor...k lar update soon...wana ask him to kol mie!!bye

aloha peepz....

hey ...todae nothing much happened..just when to geylang wit mom mit her at dere at 7 plus den i breakfast..heesh...haiz...den go dere change my jeans cuz got a bit of torn...lol..den chnge the baju kurong..walk around the bazaar...buy furniture fer home decor...hahaha..2dae atleast not really dat crowded n hot...still cn take it...hahaha..im werking later at 4pm...till 10..heesh..cnot contact him dat much conferm sure bz cuz itz SATURDAE!!!haiya..den tis tuesdae is our one month...i dint noe dat till he told mie..haha...sorie u!!totally 4got..he asked mie out but i not sure cuz im werking!!!Argh!!aiya...nmind...hmm..dunno wad more to update..hmm..just now after got home ask him to kol mie...hehehe..tok fer a while den fall aslip fer a while..haha..he kol mie bck...den wanna put down the fon his dad came home ..quickly hung up..lol..funny...he ran bck to his room...hahaha..!!cute....k lar guess update soon ba..!!bye!!

ello!!

yay!!!thank god my examz are finally over man...hahaha..art was the last exam....i tink i did quite okey compared to my classmates...deres are oso nice especially esther's wan..hahaha..haiz nothing much to update thou..after exam straight away went home then online..lke that onli...haiz..hmm..arh..uh...hahaha..wad am i doin...!!hahaha..crap lar...hmm..exam over i m gonna start werk bck liao...=)....hmm..got werk got money..no job no money..yay!!!den cn go shopping...hahaha...hmm..prom nite is on da 24 november..hmm...dunno wad to wear..hmm....nmind tink bout dat later.!!!hari raya cuming soon...hmm.....got lots of preparation to do....i wanna cut hair!!my hair is too messy oredi...just now just got caught by miss oh...she said"radiah...u dun wan mie to give u animore warning bout ur hair arh esp the fringe"!!wad crap.. just ignore....haiz plan to cut short n trendy..still keep the fringe long lar..hahaha..bt not like some emos..eeeeyer...i dun like..hmm..go saloon ask the hairdresser..!!!hahaha...owaes keep tinking bout the decision i wanna make,...just be frewns or stay on together..???argh...confused..!!!wadever my decision is...i hope im happy wit it so is he...haiz...hmmm lar update later nite if got aniting interesting happened..k lar..adios amigos radiah mau berambos..hahaha..crap!!bye

Ello!!

hmm...nothing must to update todae arh!!hahahabio paper 2dae really lyke shit...wth..i cnot do it..haiz..im boung to fail lar..i guess..hmm...yesterdae paper was math paper 2!!ARGH!!I didnt do much cuz i dunno anyting bout it...onli do the graph!!i was so f***ed up by it..hmmm...aiya..nmind lar...im so in love to tis song by ungu..demi waktu...deres a reason behind it...hmm..onli me myself noe bout it..i guess no one really understnds mie....im so..pape lar...yesterdae was oso really...argh!!wad was i thinking !!do i really wanna end it!!izit really will make mie happy..will it really make him happy...??i guess i was really under too much pressure dat i reall dunno wad i was thinking..i really love him ..bt...i dunwan to hurt him tyme and tyme again....it really hurts mie whenever i hurt him which he owaes i never...haiz...really do LOVE u ...but....i nid time to think it over again i told him i wud tell him my answer in a few daes tyme!!!haiz...i just nid more tyme to think.....due to too much thinking im having headaches this few daes....haiz...k lar update soon....bye2!!adios amigos

hello!!

hey...juz now got mt paper 2...it was quite okay lar...but the comprehension was like...shit man..so damn difficult....waliao......wad the heck!!!den after dat go jp wit esther...otw meet adem,azhar,amat n sharmeen....!!!then we follow them to popular...azhar was thinking wad to buy fer art exam!!!hmm...thinking bout it,im not even prepared fer it ...arh.......!!!den went home..changed go geylang meet my mom...wah the whether so hot cnot tahan sia!!!then mit her she went reflexology cuz she twisted hr ankle...den bought another baju kurung...green!!wah...not really interested in wearing traditional clothes....den bought some stuff..otw to bazaar saw HER!!!OMG...SHE SMILE..I HECK CARE...wad the heck ..i dun care animore...!!!sae wadever u wanna sae as long as my conscious is clear!!k lar..tired liao...update again 2morw..mayb...!!argh!!2morrow math paper 2!!!pray hard so dat it will be an easy wan...(in my dream!!)..bye!!!

erm....2dae oso got nothing much to update....did nothing lor...yesterdae went geylang after breakfast....den reach dere ard 9....dotz....wah..veri crowded n stuffy....haiz....den wal her n dere to find the guyz baju kurung...hmm..they oso got the same color..GREEN!!!..kate kn satu family mah...wakakakak...den after dat walk ard a lil bit more den bought a more stuff den go home....haha!!actually lazy to update...but force myself to...haiz...hmm..den reach home ard 12 plus...yar datz all i tink..k lar updat more exciting stufff 2morrow or later....bye!!!haiz....im sorie if i made u worried so much...did not mean it..really..im sorie!!!!

hEy.......todae got some tyme so...decided to update my blog....haha..2sdae exam was history ...lucky it was an easy wan...cuz...got study...hahaha...but not really confidence cuz im taking combined humanities so..even if i pass mu history...i failed my ss...haiz...nmind lor...dotz...juz now got prayers at my aunt house...went after school....den help out bit lor...not much...hahaha...hmmm....2morow planing to go art friend to buy my art stuff fer art exam...haha..first tyme so excited bout my art exam...usually very the last minit stuff...hahaha...2morow mayb oso go geylang wit the family....hmm...not sure going not..very tired and lazy..ahahah...mondae malay paper so...nothing much to study except fer my peribahase...then tuesdae math paper 2....wed ..biology..last then art on thursdae...den im free from exam stress....hahaha...juz now tok to my 2 fanatic cuzzon...then they ajak mie go gig one of these daes...haha..hmm..conferm maut nyer..haha..k lar gtg...update soon yar...adios amigos...!!!

hey.....hmm...todae nothing much happened...the first dae were malay paper 1 and oso social studies.....fer malay paper1...it was okey....not that difficult lar....ouhkey2 je...den after dat was social studies...lucky we had 45 min recess...i was sooo panic cuz i didnt study much...haiz...then...when exam....omg...i was sliping while doing my first 2 question i fall slip....haiz....lucky miss ng woke mie up....then after dat i was totally awake...hahahaha....the source bAse question was easy...bt structured essay..i reall suck at it...wad the heck....dun really haf the confidence in passing my ss aniwae....hmm...2morrow is my math paper1 and oso physics...another no hope subnject fer mie...haiz...trying to my bet to pass my math fer the secong tyme...hope pass...pray hard....hmmm.. klar..gtg pdate soon yar!!!!bye bye!!!

hey.....nothing much happen todae...just went to school then go home...nothing interesting happened..just to sae dat i lead a boring school life....dotz...2morrow social studies exam...ARGH!!exam starts oredi..n im not dat really prepared.....wad the heck...k lar nothing much to update...gtg bye....hahaha!!good luck fer ur exam ppl!!!

haiz....todae got nothing much....juz slept the whole dae then at 4 plus then wake up...den bath ...den after dat help them paint the house white....haiz...still sadden with the lost of my grandfather.....bt wad can i do...just haf to except the fact dat he is oredi gone....then we went to my aunt house to break fast at there to accompany my grandmother so dat she won feel so lonely at there.....hmm...2morrow not goin to school becuz going to my pay a visit at my grandfather grave wit amat(cousin)all....dun feel like studying oso....even if i go oso got no mood...so...dun bother lar.....den oso got kenduri....on mondae....every 7th,40th,and the 100th daes of his death we haf to haf a doa selamat fer him.....every tyme went in to my aunt house got feel his presence...dunno why....haiz....itz a blessing fer sumone to pass away during ramadan...cuz all his sins were be forgiven....my grandfather were a very nice and caring person..he nber haf grudge on anyone....he loves my eldest brother cuz he n my grandmother has taken care of him since he was very young.....bt it was sad dat my brother cant see him on his journey....everything was so fast n really not expected....guess u cant really expect things soo much in lyfe....haiz....k lar....gtg update soon...bye bye..!!!