RadLarSey!!. OH. that's what people call me. Or for short, RAD!!.07011991 . LEGALLY NINETEEN!! :). like it , hate it , not for ME to judge?!. Currently Taking Bike License . SMOKING destress me. ALOT!?!. Im a SILENT reader to all my BlogMates. ONE word , SIMPLE . that is best describe me!!, navigations are on the SIDE . Loves: Myself. doodling. hanging-out. green and black. chocolates. ice cream.CAREBEARS. cartoons. movie. music. HIM. Loathes: CROWDED PLACES. MALAY DRAMAS. . condescending people. racism. cramp spaces. trapped in a lift alone. MORE?

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this apt few daes as owaes been busy wit werk...wad else will i do den werk rite..haha..there is big event happened too such as my werk beach dae..my attachment at other places so on and so forth...first let tell u bout my attachment at singapore poly...it was a hectic wan cuz all the wae dere were home delivery...prfft...like wad sey...haha.fun but tiring...few daes later play bowling wit some of my colleague...at tamna jurong...den next dae werk attachment at yung ho..they were having their beach dae at east coast..boring..we werk dere oaky lar ..doin cashier was boring cu sthere werent many customers dere..so did slack abit there...den 20th dec was my werk place beach dae...we went to sentosa..wohoo..it was fun went wit gek poh area oso..palyed games all dat..black all was there...haha..canot discribe the excitement cuz there were so many of them....haha...me and afiqah camwhore..haha..very funny lar...den after dat washed up waited fort he bus and off we go to marina square to haf dinner at seoul garden...it was a blast...they eat so many till they had no more space fer dessert...as fer i didnt really enjot it cuz i was having stomach pain...whenever i ate something i will throw up...reached home chnge then slip till next morning..wasnt feeling that good so...lucky i wasnt werking the next two dae...haha..imokay now juz having flu datz all....new year cuming ..and im not sure where to celebrate...haha..itz not that i dun haf plans but im not sure.im just plain lazy datz all....todae supposed to buy books wit black i didnt..woke up late got miss kol from him..but didnt pickup...sorie frewn...but confim on thursdae im goin to buy...alone i guess...aniwan wan t o accompany???haha...this week i will be doing base...omg..im really not good at it...but i did quite well juz now..phew!!and i was doing it wit ras..they guy hu owaes got atitude wan..haha but hes okay now since he got new gerl siti..haha...tomorrow werking mornin wit aidil..haha..base again...to be save better slip now or ill be late fer tomorrow...haha..kk..bye..update soon..








kol me rad..rad means cool..haha..crap!!
my second brother sliping inside the tent..
Ridzuan slipin outside the tent too tired..haha

im sorie i didnt meet u todae..cuz i woke up late...really late...when i woke up my mom is oredi gone to my aunt house to prepare fer the barbeque..haiz..itz not the reason of getting back at u....i didnt noe ...and i dun do such revenge by doin so...im really sorie u cnot make it...it not that i didnt understand the situation...i noe the situation is not very clear..still blury..i wan the problem to stop now...juz sleep over it and start anew the next dae...but i cant...i dunno wad else to do to settle the problem...tell me....i nid it to end now....i cant juz tink alone..im so stressed out rite..i noe u cnot juz 4get abt it...my blank is totally blnk..nothing to sae..im so having bad headache...i told u umpteen tymes oredi....im not tryin to get back at u...the previous blog..i really mean that everything my fault..not trying to be sarcastic or wad...i really dun wan to continues and drag this problem animore...pls...i wan it to stop...pls...pls...i really dun wan to be sooo bad...i noe u made the most effort to mit me...i noe every problem lies because of me...i noe every problem is connected...every mistake i did was unintentionally...if i sick oso i wunnt wan to tell u...cuz i dun wan u to worry...im sunmone hu owaes cums late ...since young..i noe there a certain limit to sumone patient but...but...not my fault..itz like in the blood..I REALLY WN THE PROBLEM TO STOP NOW!!PLZ..i really canot take the pressure..i tot i cud..but i cuddnt..u are really sumone impt..but i cuddnt explain in werdz...my mistake didnt show how impt u are to mie...not that wae..im rally sorie..if u tink my apology is unsincere then..i got nothing to sae.. im really sorie.....if there there thing i can make up to u...tell mie..n will try to make it up to u...


i noe that itz been daes since i last blog..hmm.. i tink itz been three daes since i last blog this ting..haiz...hmmm..todae wasnt a great dae fer mie as i wasmnt in the good mood..haiz fer stopwas him...haiz...i dunno wad come into him that hes been behaving so like wad sia..i dunno ....hmm.....n he sae..itz due to my hung up atitude...prfft....wadever lar ehk..im so tired of all this problem...i seriously nid to blog this cuz i got no one t o turn to not even him...haiz.....fine lar if u wan to blame it on me..im so so gonna accept the fact that itz my fault...im made u frustrated ...yaya..so how long u gonna be this wae..??1 dae??2??1week??i dunno...itz up to u lar...haiz....fine.. enough of my personal lyfe..im so sick of life..



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juz now i was doing morning base..wit hazimah...fun lor do wit her but till 2 pm onli..haiz cuz she is until 2...haiz..then half wae haf to help do cook cuz no cook..so..help to lor..haiz...morning whn gek poh come take chicken..i saw my closest frean....BLACK..haiz..long tyme nber see him sia..miss hi so much..as a frewn onli lor...den tok to him fer a while...he told mie he lost his fon..haiz...during gunund ledang trip...aiyooo...then he told mie to msg him at nite cuz itz been months since i msg or tok to him on the fon...haha..mayb later bah....then went home ..tok o the fon fer a while..haiz...we werent communicating lor..we were juz finding easch other fault...haiz..den quickly chnge then mit them at tamna jurong bowling aley then play bowling..it was fun ...enjoy it the whole dae...haha..then eat at mac....hmm..we chatted like deres no tomorrow..haha...hmm....den.....so...after dat went home...inside bus on my fon full blast cuz im trying to ferget all my problem...haiz...

k lar gtg.im tired..gonna kol black...haha..bubye


hey....

i noe itz been days since i've not updated my blog...haiz...hmmm....i have been busy wit my werk as usuaul owaes come home late and stuff..haha..i've been watching movie..like in 1 week i've watched 4 movies..i've watched..open season..deck the hall..cinderella..and happy feet..todae im not werking so..just surf the net on search on this full flight gig..and i tink im goin the check in wan..on the 12 december..onli 6 buck at the door...hmmm..i tink i will ask yana along cuz she is a gig-goer..haha it starts at 6 pm...hmm...im not sure thou...haiz..this fridae im goin out watch movie again...maybe...hmmm...then got this family outing at east coast ...fer two daes....

i guesss i'll stop now cuz i cnot stand hearing my mom nagging...argh!!she is killing me!!!datz why i owaes goes to werk...not wanting to see her...haiz..why cnt she just stop it ..rite here ..rite now!!