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i was late fer the 3rd time in a week..FARK!!

after kena punish went up to the hall for N level briefing...

then went bck to class..check prelim eng paper one..did orite..

then mother tongue ..check paper..overall i got 101/150.ok lar.actually can do btter wan..haha

then cme..free period...i was not in the mood the whole TIME..no apparent reason..i guess..i was thinking bout a frewn..then recess..

some farker pissd mie off..then physic..another free period..talk for awhile then off i go to dreamland fer awhile..math was boring..do correction..then ss....then went home..

now blogging..then later mayb goin fer nite study..haha..haiz..


why guys are sweet talk mother farker..so danm irritated sia..bodoh btol..
they tend to sae thing and mean the other wae round..total jerKs!!arsehole..farkin moron..now i noe where i stnd in ure farking life...seriously..this is goin nowhere..i wont sae much cuz we're not an item...so .yar..!!

ok..im done..im relieved..BYE!!


tuesdae was mundane...

farking late again....

had to run...

fark!!

and it was raining the whole school dae..i loike..

todae is ms ng bdae..

mother tongue was totally bored-ness..ZUBIR keep coloured mie..as if i was e onlione talking..pfrrt!!

math was disasterous..6/100..fark...yar..didnt study fer math..i noe..shut up!!

social studies was okey..the test was better..eng too was orite..i passed my eng..but a mere pass..fark..i can do btter seriously.....

supposed to go werk..but did not..cuz i dnt feel like going..okey..done blogging..i wanna sleep...okey..FULL STOP!!BYE!!

IM PISSED...


mondae was okey....

school was orite....

after school gt english mock paper..

pathetically...no passage to refer to da question...prfft!!


then reach home...online fer awhile....

then 5 plus got myself ready...

weent school..mit aisha before dat at interchnge...

then went school..do nite studying there with fidi ,aisha,mona and annie...

then we talked and played some games..then after that we went jp...

then we went home...now blogging...

now i got to study fer my social studies..shit!my braincells is making my head a headache..haiz...

gtg now!!bye......update more..AND BTW..GUESS NOT TOO LATE TO WISH A FREWN A HAPPY BDAE TO MD SHAFIQ OF 4N3..JYEAH!!bye!!

ok i updating..ive not been updating for the last few daes..let see wad happens in the last few daes...hmmm....school..werk.....school..werk..yar tink datz about it...and also nothing really happen in the last few daes...yups..guess it was kinda boring week ...so was my weekend..haha..but not on sunday..haha..in the morning wake up rush cuz i was running late cuz suppose to mit salman at 8 actually..but i was 1hr 30 min late..haha..wash up than hurry myself up then went to the interchnge then mit them..ali,louis and saf was there too..mit then took 179 to NTU..reach NTU,shafiq all was oredi dere..amzar pon ade..haha they ask ali why they was late then they sae the manager was late and dat was mie..haha..jkjk..then after that match started..the same all team..commonwealth sec..haha..they think they are so great..haha..then it was a tough match thou..in the end we won 6-5...haha..okey..then after dat..wait for them to wash up then went home with saf an salman..otw to take bus 99 buys drinks..then annie..sae hi..then saw andrew and meiyun..also sae hi....then took 99 then alight near block then wait fer saf to take240 then went home..iron uniform then now blogging..ok..i wanna folow mom go my late grandfather grave..and she didnt allow mie..argh!!!!!!im pissed..cuz ive long tyme didnt visit his grave...and i kinda miss him lots..haiz...ouh well..tink i gotta go now...im gonna revise fer my english cuz im geeting worst..my vocab are all messed up and stuff...yar.ok..so..bye!!


ok.this is gonna be fast and random..yesterdae was absent from schoo..*sick*..haha..then the whole day did nothing other than watch dvd and tv....sms and talked on the fon...then todae..was damn farking late fer school again..shit sia..walao wei..the 2nd time in a week..6 buck gone...haiz..then reach school..assembly ...then nothing..phy was boring fajar absent as usual..haiz....was feeling sicky..haha...then after awhile talked to fidi..she told mie everything from a-z...haha..was kinda confusing thou..haha..then eng..did nothing much...then mt..shagiq told mie that he and normil are gonna werk at je2 doing cook..but thats onli fer trial...haha.and he asked mie to werk on those(5-7aug) day as he will feel more comfortable noeing those ard him..hahaha..then after that..recess...math was boring..so does bio...then after sch was supposed to go fer ss remedial ...mark attendence then cabot wit salman..haha..then after that now blogging..haha...aniwaes tomorrow im werking too..but at nite got to go airport cuz my uncle going dubai..haiz...next will be their son and daughter at the end of the year..nasib amat kau tak gi...haha..they very the fortunate lar sey..goin international sch...hahaha...will miss them sia....close cousins sumore..haiz...well..till then ..gtg..i miss *ehem*.hahaha..bye!!


ok...im juz gonna give summaries of wad happen the last two daes...here goes....


20 august...
mondae nothing much happen when to werk at 12...peter was morning...he was stunt when i reach werk early cuz halijah didnt tell him dat i was werking from 12-10...nothing much to do..do base till four then 4-10 do ca....colleagues on dat dae was orte i guess..riders were as owaes funny.....some i didnt see for quite some tyme cuz ive not been werking fer the last 2 weeks haha..then help out abit in doing the sondiments fer wednesda catering...haha..then finish wrk when home iron sch uniform when sleep....too tired..but before dta.talk on the fon wiht*ehem*..haha..he called mie minah kental..wth..haha..i called him mat slengeh..haha..bagos u..this is wad happen when minah kental meet mat slengeh..haha..chaos..hahaha...

21 august..
went to sch as usual...shit i woke up late..was rushing to go sch..had to take cab..no choice..then reach sh juz on time..then...after assembly..went class ..math was the 1st 2 periods....haha..then we had class counselling cu our class has low-motivation inlearning..wth...haha..we tot that miss ng was kidding when she saes that she has send the whole class for counselling...haha...then after dat was mother tongue..listening compre was oruyte i guess..ali was pissing me off..pathetic ass..suke ati aku uh ape aku nak bebual...mulut aku pe..aku bkan colored kau pe...bodoh....then after dat ..recess..fidi was feeling down..aiz..guyz are all damn farking jerk lar sial..no matter how freaking innocent they look...ade sial2 nye jugak...sialan....then didnt talk to her fer awhile..let her cool down..then eng lesson talk to her again..she was okey oredi..oredi smilling.haha..then bbebual bout her probs then history..BORING..no doubt i failed my history..cuz i didnt do my seq.if ive done it i wud haf pass.shit...thn after sch..hang out fer awhile then went home..sleep till 6 then wake up g werk...he msged saes he was at the hos cuz his sis got admitted due to some throat thingy lar..then werk was chaos sia..amir sabo..tot i was doin ca ..end up do coo..wth..the mak tiri ade..she was blaberring bout thing lar..home-d jammed lar..this and dat..u mornimg shift...g blik uh...we can handle wothout u lar dey...jack kept cuming to kfc..menyebok nk mampos..scandal bru die uh..yusri was like elling mie dat she is so farking irritating..haha..korg nye mak tiri pe..haaha...saw danil..lon time nvr see him oredi..dn after wrk went home saw zimah and aidil at bus-stop..juz smile then went home do my cip tingy and now im blogging..haha..im damn farkint tired...lucky i not werking tomorrow...hah..ok.i wann sleep now..bye!!updates more....jyeah!!

ok..im blogging..yesterdae hang-out was kinda bored..but atleast im out rather then staying home doing noting..my pathtic home tv is freaking spolt and ive not been watching tv fer the past few daes...hahak...yesterdae mit elias they all at taman jurong...supposed to alight at blue block then i was ost..cuz im not familiar with tamna jurong..hahak..mit them and the suay thing is that my ppaid was low..cnot msg*ehem*..was desperating to fin posb to deposit money to top-up..haha..but don haf.then no choice..then reach the tingy oredi saw nas,farhan,and azfar and farhan gerl..hahaha..she is onlie sec 2..haha looked liked sec 3 or 4 like dat..hahaha..then ..saf bodoh gi ckp yg ade mosh and i stupidly believe..damn.nmind...ade pegi ade blik...then was bored*ehem*called..hahaha..kept saying i pekak...walao..the background was noisy wad..cnt blame mie..then i told him my ppaid low and offer to top-up fer mie but declined..haha.,.then i was waiting for bus.and pathetically the bus didnt stop and saf and co. was like scaring mie sae that ive to over nite at taman jurong sorg2..haha..then took bus 245..then quickilt go top up..then he kol..haha..then after dat sleep...supposed to work..but sabo..im lazy to werk on weekend..,im werking on mondae.cuz no school....jyeha!!okey..updated..bye!!


new skin..elmo..haha...juz finding some simple skin..and i found elmo..hahaha..the template is damn messy..haha...well its nice thou..simple is wad i've been searching for..haha..well..ive been trying to edit some pics of my own using photoshop..but its damn farking difficult lar sey...im trying ..haha..onceive mastered it..i'll be an expert...haha.k lar gtg..goin to street fest at taman jurong..haha..bye!!hope u lke my new skin..i noe its cute..see who choose arh...hahaha..bye!!


hey!hey!saya mahu update dey..sekian..berakhirnya prelims...satu permulaan bagi saya untok belajar n level saya..hahaha..!!well...nothing much to update uh..cuz not much things happen....well....yesterdae was my final prelim paper..and it was paper2 for math..1 word GONE!...really gone...hiaz....nmind..yesterdae whole dae online with ppl..haha...long tyme nver go online sia..haha.nothing has chnges thou...then todae was supposed to gooto werk..then nver go..haha..sick..yesterdae was oredi sick ..then they kept koling mie..haha..malas nak layan..hahaha...sumore raining..aiya..mayb not many ppl go swimmind lar..haha..then woke up see two msg...both from*ehem*..hahaha..then ..reply the msg...yesterdae kwn ku kol.bebual..thne *ehem*wanted to kol mie..i sae later.haha..then after put down the fon..i msged him..he slept oredi..haha...penat sngt kot tgk fireworks..hahaha..todae mayb goin out..mayb not..no money lar sey...hahaha..i tink so going out..ask my mom for money..haha...really got nothing much to update...well apart from yesterdae when kwn kept asking mie who is that*ehem*..haha..wont tell kwn..haha..and he kept asking uh who i waiting for..oso cnot tell....haha onlie fidi noes..between me and her..hahaha..nak tao..pandai2 uh...hahaha..okey lar..im chnging my blog skin..bye!!!im bored with this..too small..haha

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yesh!!at last aniting gotta do with art is finish.excluding art paper 2 for my n level..haha..mondae was werking was late finish handed in my final layout then do some stuff then go werk..haha..then reach werk ..as usual buat muke slumber..haha..was doing base..with naga..everythign was orite lar..after werk..hang ard wit din fer awhile.miss the plce thou..haha.the ppl....hmm..dono lar..some yar some heck care....im having prelims yar..so..wont be updating much..haha..

ive been having stress ...urgh!!due to my prelims n n level...ive not open any book and star reading sey....haiz..gonna start soon after finish my prelims..and exactly intwo weeks tyme im gonna haf my n level paper..but not sure wad subject..but i tink its social studies..hahaha...well....giotta to read those sri lanka and blabal tingy again..its killing my braincells juz tinking bout it sia...im so totally not interested in it...well...wad to do..im trying my best to excel in my n..n do wish to continue sec5..but i guess..lck is not on my side then..hahaha..n yar btw..i got new frewn...he's very caring...nice and loving..but we're juz frewn..cuz i dont wish to go on any further..cuz im not ready..and im still waiting for that someone..haiz..but hey..wad if one dae one moment our hearts collide again kn..hahaha...k..till den gtg.im getting redy fer werk..haha..jyeah!!bye..I LOVE THOSE HU LOVE MIE!!HAHA..i hata big fuck 2 face ppl.....ASSHOLE!!!!!!!!!

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hey..fridae was okey...didnt do much lar..except went out with dips to j.east and jp..mit up at 615 proceed to j.east print my art stuff den went to eat at kfc..we chat talked and as owaes gosiip..haha...then we walk to imm...then walk ard..we were like so much has chnge at imm..its getting bigger and more shops to shop..haha..then went to 7/11 buy drinks took shuttle bus then go jp..then we talked ...blabla...then went home..do my art..till 2 plus den too tired then went to slip..todae..well..im not sure whether wanna go esp anot..cuz i got tons of art stuff to do..my submition is on mondae lar sey..haha..haiz...i wanna go out but i too wana do my art..i cnt bring my art stuff to esp rite..haha..dat will be pathetic..haha..then somemor there's a gig goin on and im not sure if i wanna go cuz itz reggae and rock..hahaha..haiz..im totally stuck..shit sia...

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okey..itx been very long tyme since ive last updated..seriously..well....many great tings happen ard mie..haha..like...goin go gigs...baybeats and so on..but most memorable ting is spending my tyme with great ppl lar...like saf&co. and those other i got to noe...haha


3-5august..
baybeats..it was fun lar sey..i miss the sally ahha..nmind..then got thisband..blabla..but sat didnt really enjoyed much cuz something cropped up after ava gig...damn pathetic lar...haiz..then went home ard 1 plus..sun ws much btter...there wasnt ani matrep moshing or aniting..but sadly ..onlie me and saf was there..hahaha..then mit up wit him..for awhile..was kinda..awkward lar..haha..i miss him..ermm...aku maseh sygkn die..but he's attach..so..i wont disturb..yup.i noe my limits...juz trest him like bestbuddy can oredi...haha..i got lots of best buddy..him..saf..black..haha..great friends lar they all..hahaha...sunday was one buck short and kate of kale..best..but i dono how to really mosh so anohow mosh..some fucker go almost elbow my face but hi my neck ther..still in pain sia..haha..allin all it was great lar...


mondae was prelim...not so easy lar..but okey..then tuesdae nothing much...boring..do art..haha..then wed go esp again..WATCH THE SALLY...omg..freaking awesome..haha...i hate fun skanking nd moshing with white..iftiqal.qusai..dd..saf& co. it wad gerek lar dey...haha..yhen after that we went home reach home ard 11 plus..then ond thursdae..go esp again..this tyme watch fireworks..national day mah..hahaha..damn pack sia..met wit so many ppl...hang out oso with dif ppl..black and ali was ther..saw haazri and gerl..wee kiat..billy and chris oso there..and many more...haha..went home ard 1145..haha..im having so much fun and yet my art is so not freaking done yet..shit!!submition on mondae..die lar rad kau!!too many things not done yet..haiz...fridae staying home do art...sat tron esp lagi haha..reggae nd rock..haha..saf and co. sae tron esp..aniting lar..haha..qusai oso will be there ..jyeah!!u can sae wadever thing u wanna sae...as long as u noe ur own limit...we didnt talk bout u damn bitch..but why must you get so worked up over it..knn....btw qusai..don dress up ehk..so u can mosh..haha...cooolies..gtg..bye!!update more if got tyme...

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hey..long time didnt update...well..been busy with school...especially my art...hahaha..my n level submition is on fridae..hahaha..hmmm..well..im depressed ..really...my final layout is not finished...shit!!!!hahaha..well..last week went to tapestry..watched liyana performd..hahaha..hmm..kinda boring...haha..then walked ariund town.ate at ljs..then..went to esp in the evening..watced firework..then watched the acoutic performens...they played the song creep..it was really nice..memories..real memories..hahaha..then...mit my dad ..sleepover then went home on sundae....then...there is nothing much to update lar..basically this week will be hectic..hahaha...well....IM FUCKING OVER HIM..hahaha..yes..im moving on..with life..haha