RadLarSey!!. OH. that's what people call me. Or for short, RAD!!.07011991 . LEGALLY NINETEEN!! :). like it , hate it , not for ME to judge?!. Currently Taking Bike License . SMOKING destress me. ALOT!?!. Im a SILENT reader to all my BlogMates. ONE word , SIMPLE . that is best describe me!!, navigations are on the SIDE . Loves: Myself. doodling. hanging-out. green and black. chocolates. ice cream.CAREBEARS. cartoons. movie. music. HIM. Loathes: CROWDED PLACES. MALAY DRAMAS. . condescending people. racism. cramp spaces. trapped in a lift alone. MORE?

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i juz seem to not noe wad to blog about this past few daes..cuz seriously thing haven been going on very well lately..the most shocking incident is dat..a frewn of mine has juz passed on last sunday morning..it sadden to see him go..as he's still young and a frewn whom will not be forgotten..the on monday when to melawat and follow them to dikebumikan..i admit i cried cuz it was very sudden too..those wo knew him well cried too...thou im not close to him...but the presence of him still linger in my mind...and till now i wud owaes be reminded of him..o...lets uz talk about somethign else...

well things haf been fine lar overall apart of the loss of a fren...im actually gettin along well..hmm..im still finding jobs actually...yup...seriously its so not easy to find one cuz..itz been week ive been searching and yet ive not found one..damn pathtic rite..gosh!!!i tink ib btter find a job before the month of december starts..hahaks..and rite now im so effing bored..seriously darn bored..gosh...urgh..!!and dat recruitexpress is so not effing helping mie and aza finding a job..pukimak die uh nak dpt kan kite keje as soon as farking possible..sialan btol..urgh!!!

urgh!!the started fine..after we finish werk..we had breakfast at mac.then head home..and took bus 197..the journey home was very nauseous..cuz i dono why.i tink cuz very bumpy..damn..then aidil drop off fist cuz..he was goin to sch straight..then din..cuz he lives at clementi..after dat left me and fazil..we drop off at j.east and took train home..reach home..then went to cut my hair..it was kinda a lil bit shorter then expected..nmind..it will grow..then after dat went home bath..then slip..7 plus then wake up...then..watch tv..

i knew i shud not haf used the comp..cuz it will onlie make mie feel angry..i noe i shud haf not check dat blog..true enuff its ur blog..but ure blogging bout others and excuse mie..wad right haf u got to blog abt others when u urself hate it when ppl tok abt u..if thats the way u wan it.don get angry or wadsoever if ppl blog abt u...true enuff that ignorance is bliss....sape yg kecoh lar sey...if it happens someone blog abt ur frewn..u too wud haf told her rite..gosh..how pathetic.,,kau nak expose aku..??ape yg kau nak expose sak..i wudnt be so scared bout u wanting to expose my true color cuz..im not guilty conscious..seriously...i didnt even ask aniwan y ppl hate mie..gosh..nak benci tu kau nyer pasal..aku tao ur life does not revolve ard mine FULLSTOP...nie semue bkan kepo bodoh..there's a dif between kepo cam korg and friendship..dat why korg nyer kwn are limited ajer..wakwak...well..we see how far u can go..cuz inoe i can go as far as u tink i cnt...

HEY PPL..IM UPDATING..TINGS AS BEEN THE SAME THIS PAST FEW DAES..AND I CAN SAE IT WILL BE THE SAME THE NXT FEW DAES..I WAS BLOG-READING AND I CAME SOME PPL BLOG..AND ALL I CAN IS DAT..STOP TALKING BOUT OTHERS WHEN U HATE IT TOO WHEN PPL TALK ABOUT YOU..SERIOUSLY ..THOU ITS UR BLOG ..DO CONSIDER ABOUT OTHER PPL FEELING LAR SEY..THEY TOO ARE HUMAN BEING..NOT SOMEONE WITH NO FEELING.THIS IS HYPERTHETICALLY PATHETIC LAR SEY..AND WHEN PPL TALK ABOUT U..U COMPLAIN TO OTHERS...DAT IS MORE PATHETIC..PRFFT!!


NOTHING MUCH HAPPEN TODAE ..WOKE UP 2 PLUS THAN ON THE COM AND DO NOTHING..JUZ LISTEN TO SONGS AND ALSO..UPDATE STUFF..YUPYUP..AND YES..TODAE IS THE DAE DAT IM GOIN FOR THAT STOCK-TAKING JOB WIT AIDIL AND DIN..AND I CANT WAIT..HAHAKS..MITTING THEM AT 8 PM TODAE..BUT B4 THAT I GOT TO GO B.BATOK TAKE MY SHOE THEN GO JP TAKE LETTER THEN MIT THEM..YUP THAT FINE LETTER OF MINE..AND OSO IVE CHNGED MY BLOG SKIN LAR SEY..FUNKY RITE..I NOE..NO NID TO ASK I OSO NOE..HAHAKS..SEE WHOSE BLOGGY MAH..HAHAKS..HEARD FIDI WENT BCK TO JE2 OREDI..GOOD FOR HER LAR..UP TO HER..IM NOT FORCING HER NOT TO GO OSO..PPL GOT THEIR OWN CHOICES....AND YAR..IVE PLAN TO PERCE MY EYEBROW ON THE 23NOV..YES.I AM..BUT IM NOT SURE..DOUBLE PIERCE OF SINGLE AJE..CUZ DOUBLE LOOK MORE COOL.HAHAKS..AND I SURE CNT WAIT LAR SEY..HMM..I B ASKIN BOB FOR HIS POINT OF VIEW..HAHAKS..K LAR..I GUES..I BE UPDATING SOON YAR!GOASH I TINK MY ENG HAS IMPROVED ALOT..AND IVE BEEN WANTING TO PUT PIC.BUT LAZY TO UPLOAD LAR..BIASE JUGAK..

K..BYE!!


wad kinda frewn is dat..sae onli bff..but heck..things happen and u dun tell mie..i shant anger her lar..since she in distress..shant make a big mess..i noe..juz wanna sae..take care..aniting juz msg mie..haiz..well...nothimg much happens lar..basically juz slack at home and watch tv and stuff..guess tis entry gonna be very mundane..so..since i was so damn effing free..i update my friendster and oso..yup juz friendster.hahaks..update here and there then...went blog-reading...usual stuff..read and tag..some were funny and hilarious...and yar..while i was watching tv..aidil called..he asked mie whether i wanna werk on tuesdae as stock-taker..then i sae yar..and asked if din ca werk oso..then he asked mie to ask marana oso.so.i msg din..and he want ballistic abt it..and quickily ask mariana for mie and they both wanted to werk..hahaks..it gonna be fun lar sey..this is wad i call frewns who nver forget ech other..even in time of crisi..they still help one nother..so..on tuesdae..me,din.mariana,aidil and fazil(i tink)..gonna werk frm nite till morning..how cool is dat..we gonna haf fun..

n btw..the letter came..yes..dat letter..i was caught for smoking the other time at causeway point..so...the letter came and my mom receives her and she beserk lar..since she didnt really noe dat iwas smoking..then i juz kept quiet..the funny ting is it was ju a 3o dollar fine and she tot that its 300 dollar fine..hahaks.i was laughing my ass in my heart and she tot we haf to go court.padahal2..ahahaks..funy sia..juz haf to pay fine at axs machine or aniwhere can oredi mah.. den she go on blabbering abt asking my dad to settle it..alah..wadever lar..but now!!she now i smoke..dat mean aku can smoke lar sey..hahaks..wee~~~

k lar.update more soon!!bye!!

ive been lazing around this past few daes..nothing to do exactly..well..ive been waiting for job offer..i guess he didnt kol mie cuz i was at my aunt plce..u see aza got a kol and got offer a job.but then he declined cuz it was prom ite..bodoh..hahaks..well..todae was supposed to go sentosa..but then planed cancelled..due to last min shnges..wad the fuck..that ws serious shit cuz i missed prom..and i missed dat .isnt my life an better??u tell mie..gosh.i hope.by mondae i will get a job soon.pretty soon!!and hope it pays well..cuz 3 buck per hr is not gonna make mie survive iin this world..well..actually i got nothing much to write abt cuz it has all been writen..hhaks...

bye!!I LOVE U LAR..

for the love of god lar sey..god damn it..perangai stop it ak..nak bebual..bebual dapan uh..takyah nak update kat blog..tu kn name nye pengecut kahabisan..walao ei..the ting abt u is dta..u are paranoid..when we don sae anitng..don assume thing lar ey..tanye dulu..datz the prob wit u guyz..always jump to conclusion witout asking..screw u la ehk..kau blom tgk kesundalan aku kan..jgn sampai..aku nyer sial lagi rabak dari kau..ade pegi ade blik..and i don care the outome will be..kalau nak sial..sial abis..sape make small matter biger..kalua kite tak ckp pape means..sudahlah..biarkan je.takyah nak add fuel to the fire..mulut sape skrg yg celupar..aku ke kau??bebual sukae ati mak bapak kau je..kau benci tgk muke aku??aku lagi menyampah tgk muke kau sak..aku buat friendship gan org..tak main2 mcm org..lke one of u said ..dah biase pe hilang kawan..yelah.korg tak tao pe yg backstab kor nie semue adelah myra..biase jugak..korg tak tao.diperbodoh-bodohkan..gi jalan dah..org kalau tak treasure friendshp mcm korg..org kasi kite free pon takank..buat pakai pon buat ape??korg pompan.hahahaa..well..im happy lar sey..cuz i dun really care animore bout ur shit ass atitude .. can juz die and fark off.ur life does not revolve arnd mine so does mine!

well..im updatting...well..the dae before ysterdae..we went to watched movie..the game plan..it was hilarious..and fun to watch too...we watched the mdnite show..wakwak.me,aidil,kak min and din..its was fun thou there were onli 4 peeps..but the ppl are fun to hang out wit..after watching we went hang-out at kak min's house..outside onlie..haha..then after hangin out at kak's min house we went to pioneer mall to hangout cuz it was raining aniwae..so..we hang ard till 5 plus then mariANA came cuz she wanted to follw us watched but her parent didnt allow cuz it was a midnite movie..the afters sh came we hang out till 9 plus then we went under kaka min block..then wan woke up and straight away came down..haha..then ...after that me,din,n,mariana went home..but mariana and wan went out..so me and din went home..haha..it was tiring and fun too cuz we went to hang out wit fun ppl.haha..hmmm...


arent u tired of bloggin abt others??ur blog blog abt urself lar..must u poke nose at other ppl business..??datz totally hyperthetically pathetic..get a life uh..!!tok abt mie all u wan..cuz like they sae..the more u entertained them..the more the find fault wit u..so..juz let them be can oredi..much btter..they will stop once they are tired...haha...k lar..i gtg..bye!!

there's a limit to someone's patient and endurance,whch seriously has ran out of me.
i cnt denied that i feel hurt and wadsoever feeling that was supposed to be.
was it my fault that it has to come to tis stage where im not even involve in the 1st place.
why the hell am i dragged to tis situation where i only noe bits and pieces of it...
when it happpened that i went to ur blog where everything is directly posted abt me(some i may sae)..its a denial to sae that u were toking abt mie..
woohoo..lucky im a comp freak which i noe how to search properly..
in whch ever wae i noe..i will surely find a way...im not surprised to noe but was expected to noe that they've badmouthed mie..whichever wae that is..i will copy and paste to prove it..all this are not juz something i noe from ppl..but from wad i myself see from her blog..forgoodness sake lar k...tis is no denial dat u are the childish wan..
haf i ever badmouthed u in any wae??
wadever it is..here goes...haha


monday,nov 5..
her say:
on sat nite, i get to know tat Nora first ride was wif.....IBSB. at first she dont want to tell who tat person is. but i keep pestering her. and aku teka la. sume yg aku teka salah. so i ask her is tat person someone yang aku rapat. she say YEAH. so the first person to come in my mind is idris.

me : shahril?
her : no.
me : latib?
her : no.
me : abeh sape seh?
her : takpela, takyah tau.
me: org tu, org yang aku rapat issit?
her : yeah. * laugh*
me : idris eh?

when i say idris name, terus die dah ketawe. aku ape lagi, ketawe non-stop la seh. hahahaha! very funny. he fed up wif her because she always moved about. eh idris? haha. jangan lah marah, first time die pe. ape dah. idris bingit ngan nora ye? today u cannot sent her back coz she need to wait for me. hahaha. jangan marah.
tis is the funny story. lau aku critekan face to face lagi best. kan shayida? die dengar terus ketawe seh. hahaha.

my say:
do u haf to publish it??ive sae..bebual sini abis sini..it means kau dah tao..kau diam2 aje lar..takyah nak heboh-hebohkan...


nov 6..
her say:
dont know wats wrong wif tat girl. tak bebual wif me and zimah without valid reason. ntah2 she angry when we laughed at her because of tat night. someone sent her. hahaha. kelakar seh.

him : nak aku hantar tak?
( but i dont know wats her reply. cause at tat time i was doing my work. and tat guy was infront of me. i laughed when he say tat. )

him : mizah, asal ketawe?
me : takde pape lah.
( i keep laughing seh. die pon same ok. )

padahal tat girl dalam office. but me and zimah ketawe je. hahaha. bastard eh.
dah kelakar, ketawe je ar. hahahahahaha!

she want pk all the way for next week. except for one day. if i happen to be the dp i have to work wif her. sape nak pegi layan. so i put CA all the way. she want pk tats her prob aites.
in the end her blog private. as if we care. dahlah crite sume tak menarik. hahaha. as u wish girl.

my say:
i come to work all the wae and see u guys looking at a way as if ive did aniting to u guys which happens that i didnt noe the reason why..isint it obvious enuff that the ignorance was there mizah??was it me or u mizah??and i wasnt even in the office..there was order to be packed..so i was at the home d table...i wanna do packer..ade aku ajak kau buat dp??tak kn..yg kau nak sibok2 kenape??kalau blog aku tak menarik untok kau..jgn bace..aku tak suroh pon..mcm lar kau nyer menarik g2 kn..mcm mane kau tao blog aku privat kalau kau tak try nak bace..btol tak??



nov 9..
her say:
& tat girl view us for nothing. jealous agaknye cause she was not in his featured friend. hahaha. jahat siak.


the matter takde kene mengene dengan aku. ok? not my fault.
and lagipon i dont mind if u ignore me/us. ok watever.
je2 an evil place? biar betul. jangan sembarang cakap je.

my say:
it happens that i viewd idris friendster profile and came across u guys' on his featured frens..so..i viewd dats all..whch happen dat u guys delete mie in ur fren list lar..so..i cnt be bothered..wad matter got to do wit who.??i myself don even noe aniting..wth..my say..if i sae that je2 is an evil plce pon..does it matter to u..??i doubt so..u don noe the meaning of wad i mean by that je2 is an evil place..kau diam2 sudah..pikiran jgn macm2 lar..and it happen between mie and fidi..kpo



tink datz all i got to sae..i rest my case..wadever u wanna sae in the future will be a future..haha..cnt be bothered animore..whch seriously happen that blogging can cause drama..and i mean it..
bye!!gtg..watching movie with freaks..haha..bye!!


im updating..things haf been totally haywire these past few daes...which is totally unneccessary..TOTALLY..i juz cnt figure out wad the joy and the outcome of everything when things are not wad it may seem to be..ive concluded tht the outcome is nasty..and it is..dont put the blame on others first..look at ur own mistake then point out others..seriously ..it will help alot and its much easier to solve thing in a way where everyone is agreeable...every mistake is a lesson learn...it helps a lot..seriously...no point crying or regreetting cuz wads done is done...things will chnge but will nver be the same again...look forward never turn bck..if u haf to..juz smile at the memories..not cry over it..live life to the fullest...everything has a reasons..god noes wadz the reason maybe...no point pointing finger at others when ur not admitting ur own mistakes..

the guilty feeling haf been recurring in mind these past few daes...
its a confession i wanna make but dare not to..but all i cn
sae is im sorie...
onlie ur frewn shafiq noe abt it..


if i noe..i shudnt haf tld u..but my guts sae i can trust u..but guess not..a regretted move thou..but..wadever..juz don go ard spreading it to others..


gtg..bye!!!