Sometimes love comes around and it knocks you down Just get back up When it knocks you down Sometimes love comes around and it knocks you down Just get back up When it knocks you down.
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RadLarSey!!. OH. that's what people call me. Or for short, RAD!!.07011991 . LEGALLY NINETEEN!! :). like it , hate it ,
not for ME to judge?!. Currently Taking Bike License . SMOKING destress me. ALOT!?!. Im a SILENT reader to all my BlogMates. ONE word , SIMPLE . that is best describe me!!, navigations are on the SIDE .
Loves: Myself. doodling. hanging-out. green and black. chocolates. ice cream.CAREBEARS. cartoons.
movie. music. HIM.
Loathes: CROWDED PLACES. MALAY DRAMAS. .
condescending people. racism. cramp spaces. trapped in a lift alone. MORE?
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for life isn't long, make the best of it, love yourself, love others
Saturday, October 18, 2008 @ 10/18/2008 03:05:00 AM
yesterday went to visit abg.. was feeling tired/anxious/excited/scared.. reason being: tired-never sleep the whole night..cause scared later cannot wake up later. axious-cause its been ages since i last long see my brother. excited-feels like there's thousan and one story to tell him about outside.. scared-cause scared uh he will asked mie why i long tyme never visited him...
anyways..at 7 got ready then waited for cik leman to fetch us from boon lay to changi.. the journey was so bumpy ..and i feel like puking half-way. reached the area quickily go and register.. noi was so kiasu that we sat infront of the counter .. then our number were called.. the staff was oh-so-scary sia... i was observing her eyebrow.. very weird sia... put away our stuff in the locker the long walk to mit brother was oh-so-long sia.. and yes.. while walking..they played the song i beleive i can fly... haha..pathetic.. then reached these room.. we have to waited somemore
finally...meet abg... then we went inside the cubicle.. i and abg suddenly laughed.. for no apparent reason lor... then abg say..why laughed..then i juz smiled... aniwaes...we talked... actually ..noi did all the talking and i juz either smiled or laughed... i oh-so-cant wait for abg to kuar soon...
then suddenly came a part where he talked about club and all that... member ajak gy club sey bile i reached 18..wee wit... aler..lagy 2 bulan ajer..hahaha den legal beb... then he asked about hp yg ade video semue... well..to him all that was alien... hahaha..i laughed..and asked he about email.. he was going to make one... THEN TIMES UP.. damn,...
after that.. noi ajak gi geylang makan.. ok den..we go eat lar.. journey jauh nak mampos.. then we reaches the place.. eat..tapau makan then go home.... reached home then watched tv.. supposed to work.. then paitao.. than sleep.. woke up.. alot miss kol... hidayat.. angry.. pathetis.. pissed off.. dont care.. then after ... now blogging..
bye!!!
Wednesday, October 15, 2008 @ 10/15/2008 07:29:00 PM
don't tell me it's a last year picture.. cause i don't believe a single shit you said okey... i can't be bothered anymore about it anymore.. cause all those words you said was just to make me cool down..but hey.. screw you damn sweet-talk-mother-fucker.... cause i know everything about it lar...every single shit what you have done to me.. ive done it to others.... don't think aku nie adik-adik kau yg kau senang-senang nak tipu aku.. i will make sure the amount i suffer will be twice the amount you gona suffer from me.. i want to see how long will you last this crap shit nonsensical attitude.. i love you??i don't noe...i don't really sae i love you... cause i'm being fickled-minded..that's all.. ok done blabbering about this thingy..
Tuesday, October 14, 2008 @ 10/14/2008 05:28:00 PM
I just don't know what i want to do in life right now....just now ..i finally decided to quit school...but everyone stop me from doing it lar..obviously..cause i still got 6 more weeks more to go then i be off from that school... but the thing is..i just ain't sure whether im being debarrred or not.. even if i am...i would still be continuing my study lar...don't worry...i do have plans for my future...but its just that ...the path is just to uncertain for me..that's all..all i need is motivation for me to continue where i have stop .... never bother what other people saes..but..where do i get my motivation from..him??ouh please...don't even think about it...he may look bothered..but boottomline..he's not...that's all... i will be..and WILL...be coming to school tomorrow..trust me..this time..no more playing around..i have to buck up..to catch up on things that's have been left behind by me....i really need to pull up my socks..less working days more revising on my studies.. thou i know that i will never be a 4 pointer this semester..but hell...the least i coud do is try my very best...cause once ive tried..if i failed ..ive tried..so that i won't be sad not because i didn't try...but ive tried my best..that's all i can do for now...till then..wish me good luck....
i really do ..and wants to do well...but the thing is..i don't know where i wan to pick up my pieces from...cause once i make the wrong..my destiny will all changed..only god knows for the worst or best..that's up to HIM to decide..all i do is make my decision fast.. time is running out...and i need to run fast to be on the same level as them...seriously...things are way so down for me that i neglect the most important thing in my life ..and that is STUDY!!!!seriously...my head need to get hit by heavy stone than will i realise that ive choose the wrong path in life..and that is to try to quit school.. and how i realise how stupid i was to make that decision in the first place...DAMN!!
till now..im still thinking ...goodbye..!!
Friday, October 10, 2008 @ 10/10/2008 06:08:00 AM
"Take A Bow" Ringtone to Cell Phone [Verse 1:]
Ohhh, oooo...
The flowers are all faded now
Along with your letters
They will never see the light of day
Cause I'll never take them out
There's no turning backIt's for the better
Baby I deserve more than empty words
And promisesI believed everything you said
And I give you the best I hadOh.
[Chorus:]
So take a bowCause you've taken everything else
You played the part Like a star you played it so well
Take a bowCause this scene is coming to an end
I gave you love All you give me was pretendSo now take a bow...
[Verse 2:]
The future's is sbout to change
Before you know it
The curtain closes
Take a look around
There's no one in the crowd
I'm throwing away the pain
And you should know that your performance
Made me strong enough
[Chorus:]
So take a bow
Cause you've taken everything else
You played the part Like a star you played it so well
Take a bowCause this scene is coming to an endI gave you love.
All you give me was pretendSo now take a bow...
[Hook:]
Well it must have been slight of hand
Cause I still can't understand
How I could never seeJust what a fool believed
UmBut the lies they start to show
Tell me how does it feels to know
Right now that I wont be around
So baby before where ever you are
[Chorus:]
Take a bowCause you've takin everything else (you've takin everything else)
You played the part like a star you played it so well (so well)
Take a bow Cause this scene it's coming to an end (End)
I gave you love. All you give me was pretendSo now take a bow
Take a bowCause you've taken everything else
You played the part (I gave you all my love)
like I star you played it so well (I gave you all my love)
Take a bowCause this scene it's coming to an endI gave you love. (Ohhhh)
All you give me was pretendSo now take a bow
This song lyrics is for that sumone ive known for the last 1 year and 2 months..
I just feel that i have had enough of everything..
I feel like letting u go..
But the love towards you is holding me back from letting you go..
But Bestfriend told me to be patient..
And im trying to be patient..
But for how long??
Till the cows come home??
There are limits to someone's patient u know..
You're not someone i used to know..
You simply ignored my msges..
And i have to asked about u through shafiq..??
Till when sey??
I'm just s tired of everything dthat is happening right now...
okies...ive finally let everythign out...hurhur..okies...today will be raya outing with kfc colleagues..and yar.im kinda excited lor...hahas..cause its lke our first tyme so called jalan raye ramai2 gitu kan...hahas..and yes...saturday will raya outing with secondary school mates...dat ..im oh-so-very-very-the-extremely EXCITED..cuz its like ages since i last saw most of them...yupyups...overall...i dono whether im going raya outing with ITE mates..well thatdepands uh ..if anyone plans..ring a bell...dindong..*hint*hint*..aint going to mie lar..cause im just all so plain lazy...hahahas....
ok.im done updating...im gonna do something else before i go to lalaland or bck home to get ready for the raya outing....byes.....
Tuesday, October 07, 2008 @ 10/07/2008 10:49:00 PM
kena addicted by this song.damn...the lyrics juz cant get off my mind siol..alamk...soo many things happen siol...dono how to describe siak..haiyo...mampos ...later goin lepak with best buddy at nanyang kopitiam..hmm...gerek kaper...once terjumpe then rapat blik..im still waiting for outing raya with ITE mates and work colleagues....*hint*hint*...aiyoyo...anione plan pls....school reopening soon on the 13 octiber..im so not ready..cuz its been mre or les then a month ive not been attending school..i really2 need to buck-up siol..anr yes..i keep saying but no action...hahaha..wad da hell..juz plain lazy lar..but i wanna get over and don with school..not that im ready for work..nonono..but i wanna retake my course..at a nearer place...hahaha....baik pa..ok lar..gtg update more soon..hurhur
Friday, October 03, 2008 @ 10/03/2008 05:31:00 AM
heys..i know its been ages since i last updated ...been veryveryvery busy lately....due to work..of course...fasting month is finally over ....well.. actually..ive nothing much to update really...not that my life is boring..its just that i just don't know where to begin...and how it will end..hahaha..today is the 3rd day of raya..and ive only went out for visiting on the first day only...cause my mom is working afternoon shift this whole week and will have no time for visiting...yups..this coming saturday we will be having prayers at my cousins place ... its a prayer for my grandfather 2 years death anniversary...yar.....i still misses him thou...you see..now ive nothing much to update..cause my mind is blank...veryvery blank..maybe cause im kinda sleepy and bored.....i will be working later at 3 ..till 11 pm today...hope it wound be very shagged or bored..hahas... p/s:those who have wishes me the hari raya thingy...thank you soo much yar...appreciates it lots..din expect some of tem to wish me thou..but hey.its the thoughts that counts right... ok lar..will update in the days to come...goodbye..have a nice day....:))
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heys..i know its been ages since i last updated ...been veryveryvery busy lately....due to work..of course...fasting month is finally over ....well.. actually..ive nothing much to update really...not that my life is boring..its just that i just don't know where to begin...and how it will end..hahaha..today is the 3rd day of raya..and ive only went out for visiting on the first day only...cause my mom is working afternoon shift this whole week and will have no time for visiting...yups..this coming saturday we will be having prayers at my cousins place ... its a prayer for my grandfather 2 years death anniversary...yar.....i still misses him thou...you see..now ive nothing much to update..cause my mind is blank...veryvery blank..maybe cause im kinda sleepy and bored.....i will be working later at 3 ..till 11 pm today...hope it wound be very shagged or bored..hahas...