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2010-04-06T01:10:00.003+08:00

its been ages since i last updated my blog ...
due to certain circumstances ...
i was unable to update ....
but since i have this chance .. why not kan ???
anyways...my holidays was spend working my guts out as i was fighting for my regional manager poost ...
the ups and downs that i u had to endure was sooo stressful that i fall sick 2 days before closing of sales ...
and i was at the verge of giving up ..
till fauzi helped me to fight for my RM ....
its liked fighting for war ..
and you will never know you either win or lose...
i grid my teeth as i trid to fight til the end ..
and congratulation radiah ....
you're now the company's regional manager ... .. :)
confirm tomorrow come down office i will get sao-ed by my uplines to tell pp my story how i fought for my RM ...

anyways ....
enough of my blabbering about work...
les talk about my holidays ...
so far ..
im left with few more days till schools reopen ...
&&ive yet to enjoy my holiday ...
apart from going to zouk to celebrate bestbuddy birthday ....
the initial plan was to go rebel ..
but then uh ..some of them kene reject....
we went zouk ...
it was boring ...
seriously ....
regret .. partly ..
but the time spent with secondary schoolmates was awesome ...
hahahahaha ..
that was th only time i enjoyed my holiday ...

and this coming friday ...
im going to sleep over mar's place as we're sort of having a steamboat cum slumber party at her place...
all those ex je2 staff is invited to go lar ..
but we how uh who we're inviting ...
hahhaha ...
and this month ....
im fighting for my regional direction post...
woooo .... !! scared that i cant commit due to school reopened and also time management ..
hahaha ...

&&im falling for someone ..
literally...hyperthetically .... maybe ....
but then uh ... who knows ... thing will ..or will not worked out as i have planned ...
cause the thing is ...
i wasnt sure myself ...
but just treat him as a friend for now will do ...
cause i dont want to put too much hope and ended up getting hurt ...
true ???
and its beens ages since i post lengthy post ...
cause ive always been lazy lar ..

:)

got to go ... will update on the slumber cum steamboat party ...!!
cant wait!!!!

2010-03-07T14:35:00.001+08:00

I wanted to put pichas on this post ...
But was soo lazy cause im updating thru my hp ...
Anyways ...
Things has been going out of hand ...
Seriously ...
everything is sooo in hayewire ...
Not to say cockup ...
I just dono where to continue from where ive left the thing ...
I need guidance from experienced people like fauzi ...
He brought me there and i need brought ppl in ...
So .. Its my responsibilities to guide them ...
But i just dono where to start ...
Aiyaaa ...
I wanna take it slow ... Okey ... Not slow ... Just moderate will do ...
And i need to maintain my school grades also ... But how ??
Thats where i starts to feel the stress and pressure ...
Yes, i want to change my lifestyle for the better ... But the thing is ...
And i know that it wont be easy ...
but i dont want to give up half way ...
Neither do i want to dissappoint them that this think cannot make it ...
But in actual fact ... it can work ...
Just that u need to think positive ...
Thats all that i need ...
But i just dont see the positive in it ...
Urgh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(:

2010-02-26T16:52:00.002+08:00

here i am blogging instead of getting my butt to work ...

seriously i got no mood to go to work due to certain reasons ...

and it concerns my studies ...
not that i've neglect them ...
its just that i seriously feels that ..
because of concentrating more on my work that i somehow dont really care bout my studies ..
you see ... ive always aim to excel well on and get a good marks on my modules ...
but when i realised after getting my result progress test ....
i got an average marks of 60+ ...
i was really dishearted that i feel like banging my head on the wall ....
cause ive taken the modules before and i should know and excel better than the rest ....
im the type who strive for perfection ...
especially in my studies ...
cause i know that i can do better ...
gosh ... i feel all so sucky right now ...
i really need to buck up on my studies as my CA is coming soon next week ...
and today ... while on the way back form school ... iwas caught smoking in school uniform ...
that add to more punishment that im getting from mrs tahir ...
seriously ..
now i feel the stress level rising up to my brain ....
damn ..
how should i answer her when she questioned me on monday ...
cause i know she will ....
urgh !!! february sucks ...
hurry march so i can start anew ...
starting from march ...
no more late coming ... absent without valid reason ...
and yes! i know i can do it ...
it a simple thing to do ..
if others can do it ...
why cant i ....??
i know that last posts are also about studies and etc...
cause right now enjoyment period has been put on hold ...
hahaah ....
and on a lighter note ...
i got $800 for bursary ....
weeeee~
okay im done ...
bye !!!

Random

2010-02-24T23:09:00.001+08:00

ive not been updating due to lack of mood and vibe to blog ...
And here i am blogging cause i feel like it ...
Anyways ...
Schools has been really hectic with projects, assignments and deadline to catch up with ...
my personal life has been lifeless cause ive been focusing more on schools and work till i neglect my friends and my njoyment life ... ):
Shall wait till im done with all my school CA and stop work and start back my night life routine kae friends ... Right now school is more important !!
And yes !! ive been seriously forcing myself and dragging my feet to school .. But once ive stepped in all i want to do is study and excel well in my modules .. Weird ayy ..
But heck ... Ive aim a 3.5 gpa point minimun with no cca point to back it up ...
hope i can make it ...
And i do have confidence in it ... (:
Confidence mau lebih pe ... Haha ..
K lar ..shall update more interesting stories soon kay ... Bye ... (:

2010-02-13T14:31:00.004+08:00

updates with no photo..

cause its taking such a long time for it to upload ....

anyways ...

few more days and working day to my officially rest and pay day ....

weeee!!(NOT!)

Hahaha ....

things to do with my pay ..

got lar ..

but i think my pay is ard 500++ for two weeks ...

hahaha..

and after paying off things i think im left with 200 plus???maybe ..

see how much i get for my pay lar ..

hahahaha..

and today im working ....

but then uh ..

i dont feel like working!!1 hahaha ...

cause i just dont feel like it ....

&& i particularly detest this particular person .. which i shall not mention who .....

her behavior pisses me off one way or another ....

well to hell with it ....

i shall update a proper one once im less lethargic ...=)

adios...

2010-02-06T01:19:00.002+08:00

i'm BACK!!!

Like literally ...

hahaha ...

was soo busy with nothing for the last few months that i neglected my blog ..

seriously ..

hasn't been working ..

until last 2 days ...

apart from that ...

IM BACK TO SCHOOL BITCH !!

i noe ...

but i was being indecisive as to whether to take up the course again or not ...

cause im back at bishan ..

and yes ....

this time ....

im gonna make it right and close to perfect ...

cause been there done that mah ...

hahaha ...anyways ....

schools alright i guess .....

classmates are okay ..

too early to say and judge .. so i shall keep my mouth shut ...

:)))

sadly .. classmates wasnt like thous in the pic above...

ouh wells ..

diff batch diff way i guess ...

have to adapt to it ..

and im still trying ...

and as always ...

being RadLarSey ...

it took me more then 3 weeks to get to noe my classmate ...

yes i admit ..

IM ANTI-SOCIAL FIERCE LOOKING BITCH !!

well ... those who know me ..

knows that i aint like that like ...

u have to literally talk to me then i will talk to you ... seriously ...

&& pic above ... and now .. my face are all diff loooking .. seriously ...

now i look wayy diff then that .. && my sec days ..

HAHA!

Will update on past even soon ....

take care good night ! :)

2009-11-26T16:57:00.002+08:00

oh my god ..

its been ages since i last updated..

the last post was on 22 OCTOBER ..

oh my ..

have i been busy lately or just plain lazy ..

hahaha ...

ouh wells ...

let see ..

what have i been doing ??

i think all i have done these past few days was to just slack at home and either go out with friends

serious ..

im just doing nothing ..

either up the whole night using the computer or im just watching television ...

ive ben terminated from my previous job due to some stupid reason ...

hahaha ..

anyways ..what i heard from my ex-colleague ..

the work place is getting worst as in the working hours is getting pathetic ..

u will have to work from 8-8 ..

monday till thur ..

and ur saturday will be burned ..

cause you will have to work from 730 till 530 ..

crap right ??

hahaha ....

anyways ....

im working back at shangri-la hotel wih mariana mansor ...

hahaha ..

but now we have to attend training first then can work ...

haha ..

and also .. next week onwards ...

im having this course training which is being paid for by the government ,..

and im being paid to attend the course ..

hahaha ...

cool kan ..

$4 per hour ...

and its tarting this coming monday ....

and it starts from 9 am - 6pm...

haha ...

long hours kan ??

hahaha ...

but im all excited .. hahaha

k lar .. i got nothing much to updates also ...

so .. yupyup...

bye .. =)

2009-10-22T22:16:00.002+08:00

awww....

aren't they sweet???

both Adrian and daiyan together ....

anywoots ....

I'm back 1 hour ago from my jog today ....

seriously ...

my body is aching really badly ....

my thighs , my arms , my waist are all aching ....

i decide to change the route of my jogging today ...

and ran from my place to boon lay drive ...

it was kinda scary lar ..

cause i started jogging at 8 pm till 9 pm ...

cause its only my second day ...

and i don't want to have any muscle tear ....

hahaha....

any yes...

i really miss my boyfriend ....

its been ...

lemme see ...

4-5 days since we talked or text each other ....

i cant believe i could really endure the waiting ...

and i do no how long more must i hold on ...

aiya ....

pray hard i could talk to him soon .....

did nothing much today ...

tagged , face book , YouTube...

and now blogging ... and after this i will head to bed ...

cause seriously ..

my body hurts real bad ... :(

bye!

2009-10-21T01:42:00.002+08:00

wasnt planned to update today ....

but since azharmirzan jailani ..

tagg me about updating about gua peh balak ....

so why ot lar kan ...

anyways ...

picture above is gua punya balak doh .....

basic infor :

name:md farid bin abu bakar (i think )(haha)

lives :eunos

occupation: some logistic ape kejadah at fedex ...

age: unknown ...

hahaha ..

well

relationship baru 1 month plus ....

so ...

yar yar ...

nothing much to talk about him lar..

we dont always meet up cause ...

both almost lives at the end of singapore ..

he's always busy with work .... forever ..

and im not complaining lar kan ...

not really ....

must understand understood mah ...

and what else uh shall i update about him...??

hmm....

seriously lar .. i dono what to update ...

....

......

..........

......

....

told yar its gonna be a boring post ....

cause i seriously have not really get to know him well ...

hahaha ...

so ...

yar yar ...

on the lighter note my friends ....

esp azhar and adem who kept pestering me to lose those excess weight ...

and i know its for m own good too ...

i went jogging yest night ....

hahaha....

and im goin again later ...wee ....

maybe should head down to the gym ...

ok done bye!!

2009-10-19T16:02:00.002+08:00

Pardon The Picture People ... They Have Always Been Like That Since Young .. :)

hey ....

I'm back again for some updates....

since azharmirzan tagged me and saying ...

I'm not working .

i should update more right?

like lifting my fingers and update more right??

but sorry buddy ...

i am lifting my fingers and doing household chores ..

so ..

making my finger typing the keyboard at home would be the last thing on my mind lar joy joy.

ha ha...

anyways ..

Saturdays was spent on facebook ..

lame right ?

i know..

then Sunday ...

the family went vivocity for some ...

so-called-family-outing...

they snap pictures...

as always ...

i rather be the one snapping it for them ...

hahaha...

then went home ...

less then 5 minutes when reached home...

those 2 on top called ..

asking me where am i ...

so i said okay lar...

since its been a week or more since i meet them ..

so ..mac , liyana and dajal was also there ...

chitchat chitchat...

11 plus proceed home ..

cause some got to work and go back camp ...

ha ha...

and yes people...

i finally got a job ...

hauhuahua...

its a 51/2 day job..

at tuas checkpoint..

data entry clerk ...

hurhur...

and I'm waiting for my pass from ICA ...

so now...

still stay home lar..

do household chores...

and tomorrow ....

i got this IR career talk at 9am at the ntuc centre ...

and yes ..

i am going ...

if i got a job at the IR ..

i will quit the data entry clerk job ...

cause obviously ..

the pay at the IR is much more right??

any btw...

quitting that job wasn't so bad after all .... :)

adios amigos ..

2009-10-16T02:04:00.002+08:00

hello ....

im very lazy to upload pictures and stuff ....

so i just upload a video during my last outing with my kaki gerekss...

it was fun and a destressing time for me ...

as u guy dont know....

im jobless...

for now lar kan ....

haha....

but pretty soon i wont be lar ....

cause ive send plenty of resumes and will be going to tons of interviews tomorrow...

so ..

pray hard i get any job so that i dont have to stay home and do the household chores...

huahuahua...

cause staying home for the last 2 weeks or more has been making me feel very sick and restless..

seriously...

ive been through this before ....

and it totally suck big time ...

cause i aint the type who stays home watch teeve and stuff...

i would prefer going out to work or just hanging out ....

anyways ...

alot of things have change ..

for me and some people ....

hmmm ....

i shallnot eleborate it here ..

cause its just too personal for me ...

anyways....

any yar..

tomorrow ..

i got some data entry job interview and also some interview ...

and also ..

will be meeting kak min and accompany her to vivo to collect her simcard..

i guess...

if she doesnt have to overtime ..

and on the 20 of october ...

im goin for this seminar on the ir thingy ...

huahuahua..

i planned so much ..

dono whether will be going or not...

hahaha...

k lar gtg...

bye...

wont be updating for long ...

2009-09-25T02:28:00.002+08:00

hello ... !!

i know its been weeks since i last updated....

and you cant blame me for being a very busy woman you know ...

ha ha !

crap!

no lar ...

i just got nothing to update actually ...

cause everything has been very simple and normal...

nothing abnormal i must say ....

all the same routine and stuff i did ....

only for that raya celebration we had last few days ago ....

i only get to celebrate on the 1st and 2nd day of raya....

then it was back to work ....

yeahyeah ....

wanted to update with photos ...

but then ah ...

as alaways ....

blogger or my comp is giving me the attitude ....

cock-up right ??

i know ....

and by the way ....

i have a special reason for this update ....

hmm .....

i wanted to tell that someone on the fone ..

but i dare not do it ....

cause i dont have the guts....

not to say a coward lar ...

but just dont have the courage ..

thats all ....

so .....

here goes .. :

To my dearest farid :

i know that when we first got to know each other .... u said u didnt care about looks in making friends and stuff ... and now .. only certain people mean what they say ... and im still not sure if ure one of them ..who mean what they say ..cause ive met people who say and talk ..and ends up ...they mean different thing.. get what i mean... and us ...its not just some friendship ...its a relationship...and it a 2 big different thing ...friends come and go .. but in a relationship...once that someone go ... there will be unforgettable memories scars left behind ... so .. all i want to know right now is .. whether ure really and seriously mean what u said right from the start or not ....cause for sure you have gone through my profile and pic right...so u should have know how i look like kan .... and yar ...if u decided to leave just like that after reading this .. i dun blame you .. i understand ... cause this has owaes happen to me .. and im like used to it oredi ... haha ... last but not least .. thanks for everything ... :)

yours truly :

Radiah .. :)

2009-09-03T21:12:00.002+08:00

hello every the body .... amciam ?? well..i know its been like 2 weeks since i last updated ...right? well.... nothing much for me to update lar ... just that its fasting month and yar ... working ... as owaes .... haha ....just came back from breaking-fast with azhar .... not that azhar .... this azhar (the pic) .. hehe ...it was kinda awkward ... cause ... really awkward as in ...well ... i dont know how to explain things lar .... but it was sweet lar ...after eating at BK wanted to walk around jurong point ... but then uh .. receive call from his camp .. cause got recall ... walao wei ... spoil plan ... but nevermid.. maybe this coming saturday .. meeting again .. this time .. with my family .. i guess so .. not sure whether plan jadi ke tak ... haha ... anyway .. finish work early today ... at four .. hehe ... but then uh ... im freaking sleepy ... so uh ... gonna sleep soon i guess ... haha .. serious shagged .. cause yest went to meet someone .. then reached home at 5 then sahur then sleep .... tu je uh . k lar ... gtg .... bye!!!!!!!

2009-08-20T16:01:00.002+08:00

its been more then 2 weeks or so since I've last updated my blog.there wasn't much event going on , just that I'm not in the mood to update my blog and my brain cant seems to be in blogging mood. anyways , let me refresh back what I've done these past few weeks. seriously , there's nothing much i did apart from working and hanging-out with my friends . so basically , my life is lifeless . HA HA! well , confirm plus chop after raya I'm turning full-time cause i told yazid already about it . fasting month is in 2 days time and I'm all really excited . seriously , i really cant wait for fasting month to come . and this year will be my first year fasting while working at botak Jones . so , there will be alot of challenges to face . but still i do miss the time where i was still working at KFC and when its time to break-fast i would come down to the car park and break fast with the KFC riders . it was really happening and i really miss those time . never will i ever forget the time . and it has been almost a year already since i quit KFC . oh wells , life have to move on rite . anyways , yesterday i made cupcakes for nadiah thou it wasn't my off day , but still , i did make for her . and of course with the help of amat . it was just some simple dressing of butter cream sprinkle with colourful icing sugar . there were extras and i brought it to work lar for my colleagues to taste it . ha ha . some say it was too sweet . others says it was just nice . nadiah says it was just nice . maybe cause my colleagues are those in their matured year huh so they cannot really differentiate what is too sweet and not. HAHA!. seriously , there isn't much for me to update . cause all the past event has been forgotten . OK , not really forgotten , just that it's hard for me remember every in sequence . OH yar , on the 28 of august , I'm going out the the my "brothers" a break-fast session and also watching movie . the final destination oi . HA HA! . so there , that's my first plan on my fasting month . hmm , guess i got to get ready and iron my uniform and get ready for work . take care people . happy fasting in advance! :)

2009-07-31T01:32:00.002+08:00

hello...
i noe its been 2 weeks or so ive not been updating ...
anyways..
not due to lazyness nor lack of time ...
just that ...
blogger was being a irritating bitch till ive lost all mood in updating for the last few days or so...
so lets get back to what i wanted to update about..
see above ...
thats my new slipper ...
wondering why each side is in different color?
cause i bought 2 pairs thats why ...
haha...
so cool/uncool right...
hmm...
was fickled minded the other day when i went shopping to get my stuffs...
saw both looking so nice...
decided to buy both ....
weird ayy ??
haha....im weird ..
hahaha...
anyways ..
my weeks has been great and fabulous...
karaoke-ing session with the gereks ..
hang-out with the usual bunch ....
everything seems so fine right now ..
for now lar kan....
hmmm....
anyways ....
im broke ...
darn broke ....
cause i over spend ...
haha...
gotta wait till 11 august then hooray2 again...
hahaha....
NOT!
cause ive decided to concentrate on my prac lar dey ...
hold on to it for too long ...
hehehes ...
so i b putting 250 on my bbdc acc ....
hehes...
chiong uh rad !!
and ppl say its best if i take gilera once i pass...
hmm...
cause it suits me better ...
hahaha..
see how ...
cause now im aiming for something else ...
weee~~~
gtg ....
more update soon...
bye!

2009-07-18T17:06:00.000+08:00

last updated was on july 08 i think ....

been busy lar sey ....

with work..

as always....

hahaha....

hmm...

anyways....

nothing much has happened on my last weekend....

last week went to watched transformer ...

like finally....

haha...

went to watched it with my online buddy ...

sham...

haha...

the movie was great ...

hmm...

sham was great too ..

haha....

after that ...

we went marina barrage cause i told him ive never been there..

so we went there...

haha..

the place...

okey lar.......

then off to lau pa sat ...

but most of the shop closed ...

so after that ...we chilled near my blok...

he took a rest ..

then off we went to labrador park...

i dont noe whether ive been there anot...

haha..

then after that went home ....

that was my last weekend...

so ..

basically my weekdays was spent at work from 12-9..

and yesterday..

went to watched harry potter ...

was my treat ..

with sham again...

haha..at jp ...

i fell asleep at most of the parts...

cause too many storyline and not much actions ..

haha...

then actual plan was to go chill at east side then morning go pulau ubin forcycling...

but sham got to work..

plan cancelled..

and now im stuck at home...

thinking...

where shall i go later ...

cause now 4 pm plus oredi ....

damn...

hmm...

shall text some ppl for hang-out ..

bye...

2009-07-05T04:56:00.003+08:00

blogger perangai macam puki uh....
i still cant upload any pictures..
so...
time check is 5:00am..
mother has been nagging about me ..
asking to go to sleep and also..
finding a full-time job while i returned back to school next year..
prfft!!
wait lar ...
im so not ready for a full time job...
hahaha...
anyways i cant wait for payda on the 11 and also 26..
gaji BOOM meletup ....
esp the 26 wan ..
more then 100 hours babe...
continuing my prac...
we'll see ehk lynn and mira and azhar ..
who will pass first...
and azhar...
lu byk bebual uh..
biler mau enrol...
alermak...
lambat uh wai ...
HAHA!
ouh yar...
im working at depot rd now..
its fun..
my partner in crime is there..
syawal is there...
my used-to-be crushes is there..
best of all...
im the only female working there ...
hahaha...
cool or wad ...
and also ..
the youngest...
so..boleh lar manje2 sikit ye..
hahaha...
ok im done bragging or talking...
gotta sleep working later....

2009-07-02T01:02:00.004+08:00

blogger was being sucha bitch again...
giving me a fcuking hard time to upload picture...
so..
today post will have no picture..
anyways...
I'll be veryveryvery busy for this week and the next...
cause i will have no off day till next week Saturday..
imagine that....
whats more is that I'll be working for more then 8 hours per day ...
yes...
more than 8 hours of standing..
boleh kurus siol kau rad..
hahaha....
never mind...
when payday comes..
I'll be the most happiest person...
ha ha..
and i want to continue my prac..
cause I've stopped too long already....
hahaha...
OK...
I'm done updating...
tomorrow gotta wake up extra early cause I'm accompanying nad for a job interview at gek poh ..
ha ha..
bye!

2009-06-30T04:09:00.004+08:00

2009-06-27T07:05:00.014+08:00

blogger was being sucha bitch when it comes to uploading pictures!!

so..

here are photos of friday's sheesha outing with these 2 bestfriends...

plan was kinda cock-up uh...

cause ...

it was cock-up lar...

hahaa..

but it did pretty well lar...

just came bck ard 5am plus...

then switched on the comp and upload pics on facebook and blogger...

now im going to get ready soon for work...

cause i start work at 9 am today...

and today is the last that i'll be at yishun..

and im not sure where im going to next..

not b.batok..

obviously...

HAHA!

pretty shagged lar now...

and yar ..

later going out again ..

karaoke time with those lepak friends...

hahaha..

minom lagy...

ayo..mayb going..

mayb not...

confirm money fly again...

HAHA!

see how uh...

and sunday im going to sleep my ass off ...

ok...

im done blogging..

and i wanna go get ready...

bye!!

2009-06-25T15:54:00.004+08:00

hello mates....
updating now...
cause later i know what my routine will be...
since now i have the time and mood ..
might as well blog right....
anyways...
it has only been around 2hours these two monkey took off to dubai....
i have no regret this time ....
cause at least i did spent time with them the last 5 days or so....
hahahahha.....
and im the type who just cant bid goodbye to people who i cared...
i almost cried...
hahahaha....
emotional sia rad.....
ouh wells ....
anyways...
not working actually...
then syawal called while i was on the way home from NTI...
asked me to take-over him today at 6-10...
was thinking...
why not kan ..
since i gt no one to spent my tyme with....
so later working...
then while on the way back from airport...
mas called ...
reminded me to be punctual and not late...
haha...
then i said okey....
wells....
hmmmm........
hope they arrived back to dubai safely...
and izzati ...
see u later on facebook...
hurhur.....
ok..now i wanna iron my uniform and go work...
urgh!!
so boring...
nevermind....
payday come...
rich girl already...
hahaha...
bye!!!

2009-06-24T06:45:00.002+08:00

hyellow..
feels like updating now cause i suddenly woke up..
then i cant sleep...
so..
will update a fast want ..
then will try to sleep again...NOT!
haha....
lets see....
what i did yesterday....
hmmm...
well....
was workng morning shift ...
11-5...
late ....
unintentionally...
fcuk care..
tom morning..
was giving fcuked-up face...
ken told me ..
he was nagging...
what-ever with u ang moh ..
lynn text while working asking if i wanna accompany her for awhile...
then i said okey ..
but ended up ...
she fell asleep...
haha...
but i already got back-up plans..
went bukit batok ...
took my nike slippers back..
then went off with father...
he was like beating around th bush ..
asking me to quit smoking...
while i didnt get the hint at first lar..LEGONG!
Haha...
then after that ..
meet-up those freakshow on top...
went vivo...
walk around...
while waiting for effa to finish work...(cine new ehem2)(to be confirmed)
haha..
then 1030 plus...
she finished working...
then we went back home....
took train..
joked around..
thanks effa for the compliment.. =)
hehe....
separated with cine and effa...
cause she lives at yew tee..
dropped at j.east ..took 99..
talked to aidil ..
musibot kau cheat feeling aku...
ishk...
reached cousin's place...changed..
was texting mikhael...
half way fell asleep..
hehe..
ok i'm done..
bye!

2009-06-22T07:07:00.003+08:00

Fcuk...
the feeling and mood to blog suddenly all gone..
all because of one stupid phone call from him....
well...
anyways ..
since I'm already on blogger...
might as well get on with it....
right?
well...
lets see ...
hmmmm ....
I'm currently sleeping over at ahmad's crib for the last 3 days ...
for the fun of it of course...
ha ha..
OH...
cause his siblings and mom are going back to Dubai in a couple more days..
so...
ya..
and I've been punctual for the last 2 days of working..
kudos rad..!!!
ha ha...
hmm..and yar...
was working on Sunday with mas and syawal..
fun lar...
got soo many inside joke ..
hurhur....
haha...
chibey korang colored aku rabak2....
take care nanti keje...
and im working later 11 am ...
and i haven sleep ...
haha ...
confirm shagged giler nyer ...
ouh wells...
fcuk that old2 lady for being noisy at this freaking hour....
sorie for being so fcking rude uh...
and for her information....
her cucu kesygan tu lagy mcm sial...
and she dun realised it....
jobless for the last few month and only waste current at home...
how pathetic...
and you're a freaking 26 yr old guy...
but she don't deserved the least respect from me ...
HAHA!!
tunggu mase GONE jer ...
sial..!!
ok bye!!

2009-06-19T13:52:00.003+08:00

OK..
i need some vibes to blog....
wait uh ......

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OK....
ha ha....
done....
well...
yesterday work....
after that ...
got a call from Adem to ajak lepak...
so i agreed....
as i was complaining at my previous2 post that my days seems mundane ...
so...
headed down to jurong west ...
then meet -up with adem, azhar and dafiqa ...
and then .... slack for awhile then ...
took bus to taman jurong to follow adem take his laptop ...
then we headed down to west coast mac to slack...
the best part was is...
adem and azhar was using laptops while ME...
using the phone to surf the net...
gerek per..
prfftt!!
anyways....
after awhile we went to play at those playground that they have there ...
and i was quite really boring thou ....
after awhile ...
we sat on a bench and talked about losing weight...
yup ...
azhar and i decided to go back to our routine of exercising ...
starting from today...
i WILL and MUST avoid eating RICE!!
he plan's to go from size M to S
while me ...
I'm aiming for size M...
and yes...
we're gonna do it before raya ...
hurhur ....
DISCIPLINE!!!!!
that's all i need for now...
and i told yazid i wanna turn full-time ....
and he says can...
but i must promise him that i can be PUNCTUAL ...
and THAT word ..
does not exist a Lil bit in MY dictionary...
HA HA!!
well...
i guess ...
i have to start being PUNCTUAL then .. :))
so... I'm gonna give myself one month to prove it to him ...
OK I'm done updating....
i want to continue my sleep ...
ooh wells...
and yes..Ive changed my blog skin..
and I'm loving it okay...
byes!

2009-06-18T14:57:00.002+08:00

hello...
its gonna be a very random post today...
well...
I'm dying to buy the nokia n97 phone..
its the coolest phone now..
and I'm gonna get it ..
seriously ...
i don't care...
I'm gonna work my ass off just to get that phone ...
xperia is no longer wow for me ..
ha ha.....
ooh baby...I'm gonna get you aite...
wait OK...
hahaha...
anyways..
my life is very mundane sia these pass few days...
there's nothing much to do ...
seriously...
its boring sey...
haiya...
bye!

2009-06-16T02:04:00.003+08:00

hello....
my weekend was spend with these people..
well..lets start of with Saturday....

Saturday:
morning did nothing much....
then in the evening...
when to bukit batok to meet my dad...
the off to bukit timah...
and ate at al-azhar...
my treat...
belated birthday lar...
hahaha...
then at night ...
rushed to tanjong pagar...
meet-up with cine,aidil and dajal...
went to pub...
haha ....
wasn't that fun thou...
but was okey lar...
did get a little tipsy cause i drank the most...
ha ha ...
at 6 plus then we went home...

Sunday:
afternoon..
meet-up with cine,dajal and aidil ...
dajal engagement day....
ate at coffeshop first ....
then off to his place...
then got to know ..
all his parents and relatives went over to the girl side already ..
dajal got pissed off ...
then watched DVD at his place ....
then after that ....
at night ...
was random lar..
we went karaoke ...
haha ...
fun lar ...
mac tagged us along ...
haha ...
then after that ..
meet-up mas ...
when over to his crib and slacked...
then he send me home...
overall ..
my weekend was splendid ...
well spent with the right peeps ...
=)

and yar .. missing that someone ...=((

i miss that someone badly... !!!

2009-06-12T18:06:00.003+08:00

as i looked at the clock ticks ...
i realised I'm missing someone really badly...
its has only been the last 5 hours ago i last talked to him while otw to tekong..
but still...
i just cant seems to get by it...
and wait till he has time to call or text me...
cause waiting is killing me....
and i hate waiting...
haiz...
everything is gonna change..
things wont be the same...
no more chatting at night..
no more quarreling ...
no more long conversation...
now i have to wait for him to text me or miscall me..
haiya...
but i will endure....
sure i will ..hopefully...
haiz...
good luck for then rad ...
bye..

2009-06-05T02:07:00.003+08:00

currently watching this move right now....funny and hilarious ....

this movie is damn funny...u guys should watched it...dewi persik..hot lar sey!!!

this movie..its about 2 friends from 2 different world....and blablabla...

aniwaes...i suck at giving reviews..
so...
yar..
bye!

2009-06-03T21:29:00.003+08:00

i was actually bored to death for the last few days...
cause i wasn't working..
that's why....
and its killing my braincells not working...
cause I'm not the type who sits at home type of person...
anyways...
watched this Indonesian movie online...
it was fun..hilarious..
i think I'm interested to Indonesian movies...
cause its fun hilarious and funny....
ha ha...
thou i watched thru YouTube on my phone...
but still
fun!!
can't wait for pay day ..
i wanna buy slippers and shoes...
ha ha...
what a loser...
i don't care lar sey...
keep my old pairs...
biar lar bau bilik kau....
hahaha...
tomorrow start work lar sey...
what a bummer...
byes..
off to watching indonesian movies...

2009-05-31T17:36:00.003+08:00

i have this urge of updating..
but i just cant seems to find the right words or time to express it...
it not cause I'm just plain lazy or something..
its just that the vibe to blog is not there..
hahahaha.....
anyways...
my week have been so-so lar...
not much going out or "drama"
let see ...
Mon-working..
Tue-working
wed-working
Thur-working
sat-working
so .....
that leaves Friday and Sunday right...

Friday-went to b.batok...took something and was supposed to meet fidi at 2.30pm at j.east...
as always ...being RadLarSEy!!i woke up at 2 pm.. then..rushed to b.b...then wanted to go j.east and meet her.... but then.. by the time ..its oredi 3.30pm..hahahah....aniwaes..
member got so angry ...she left the palce and proceed to ct hall...cause she was working at 5 that day...
so..was kinda lost seating at j.east mrt...start texting people to hang-out with me...
so i text nadiah and nabilah..
thank god nabilah wasn't being so lazy that day and she agreed on meeting up with me..
so i headed down to yishun and meet her...
after meeting her at yishun...we headed down to my work place cause i got problem with my pay .....
after that .... we headed down to causeway point ...
and we walked aimlessly around causeway point just to find a decent place to sit and eat..
and finally she suggested eating mac at civic centre..
but still there were no seats available .. and we were pretty hungry ...
haha...
then..we found a table and quickily sat and bought food...
again my treat ....
haha...
after that we walked around causeway..
then on the ground floor...
we saw rahamoy...
working..we accompanied her till she finished work...
then nad text me ... asking where am i ..
told her still at woodands...
told us she was hungry..then we agreed on accompany her to eat..
waited for her..but then rahamoy went off oredi..
cause scared her parents will start calling her...
nad reached oredi ..then we headed back to civic mac and ate mcflurry...
nad's treat....
we talked...chill and gossip..
as always..
and we planned to to have a reunion outing this coming 26 june....
so...
all my lovely ITE mates....
make urself free aite on the 26..
we will finalised the planned then we will text u guys kaes..hurhur...
so cannot wait sia..hahaha....

sun-which is today....had plans actually..
ielah text to asked whether i wanna tagged along with her and rahamoy at town today..
and i declined ..durh..cause i was broke....
then ....aidil text...asking whether wanna accompanied him to ikea ...and i was reluctant actually to go..cause im plain lazy and broke...
haha..and now im still considering whether i wanna meet him anot..
hahaha...
so..that's my week....

next week ...
will be almost the same..
just that im off on mon and tue ...
so..i will be working through-out wed till sun ....
ok .. i'm done updating...
wanna do some other things....
bye!

2009-05-26T16:39:00.002+08:00

its gonna be fast and random update...
gonna be busy from now on..
cause right now im working at yishun..
which is so effing far..
but if the place is fun to be at right..
why not kan?
i think ive been banned or blacklisted at b.batok..
cause i dont like or simply hate working there..
hahaha....
aniwaes....
gonna turn full time soon uh....
i think..
i kept saying only ..
but never do ..
hahaha....
aniwaes..
just got my pay..
and its fucking pathetic...
seriously didnt expext it to be that little sia..
worst pay ever sia..
terpakse uh hold on to my plans..
cibai...
k lar..
gtg
need to get ready for work...
bye!!

IF ONLY U KNEW ME ......

2009-05-23T19:54:00.002+08:00

IF ONLY YOU KNEW ME ....
If only you knew me....
things would not be that way now...
if only you knew me...
i would not have suffer this way....
if only you knew me...
i would just be myself...
if only you knew me...
you would have loved me as who i am...
if only you knew me...
i would not have live in a lie im living right now..
if only you knew me...
gosh..if only you knew me ...
damn.....

2009-05-19T02:42:00.002+08:00

things has never been perfect to start with right..??
i guess..it will never will...
no matter how hard i tried to make things perfect ...
ends up ..it will get into a deeper mess...
seriously...im done with making things so perfect that in the end i myself wasn't unsure of what i want in life....
all i want is to be normal..happy and care free...
but its just so hard for mie to do....
cause ive live in a life where my surroundings are just things i get by with everyday and for the rest of my life ....
i never had a normal life....
and i just want to be normal...
cause i know im not ...
and its never easy living a lie everyday...
and i don't and didnt wished to ...
but its the only thing that put a smile on my face...
if it means for just a few hours..
but it certain did....
and i know i can never continue with it this way...
damn...
it is stressful trying so hard that u know its going nowhere.....
one day...just one fine day..
i shall stop all this and be truthful to myself..
but for now...
just let it be as it is...

2009-05-12T17:04:00.005+08:00

Botak Jones (Boon Lay)

me,carmelle.heng

masfarszly....the manager...

the place i always stand when doing order taking..

masfarszly,carmelle

those were pics that was taken today during work...
ok not work...
cuz its been 2 days since my workplace close down...
aniwaes...
there's nothing much to update...
not in the mood...
due to certain reasons...

when u love someone ..treasure them dearly...cause once u lose them...there's no point turning back time cause it will never be the same again...cause i regret...really regret..

2009-05-09T19:05:00.006+08:00

the birthday boy..ok..man...haha...dah tua uh siol sahabat aku..haha

the final touches...

coolkan can design own birthday cake...hurhur

part nie aku mcm paham uh ..

hello.
those were overdue pic from aidil's surprise birthday...
haha..
we surprised him a day before his birthday cause me and lynn will be busy on his birthday...
aniwaes...
meet lynn at jurong point ..
as owaes..i was late...
haha...
then proceed to icing cake shop i think..
haha...
bought the cake then proceed off to aidil's place..
he din noe that i was there..
cuz the planned was to only meet lynn..
then after 5 mins i appear from behnd with the birthday cake...
haha..
he was shocked and clueless with his tired face...
haha...
after that we went to teh tarik cuz i was hungry..
we talked then went home..
haha...

someone has highligted me something...
something which i agreed to it too...
he saes that my grammar is getting worst and also my english..
i seriously agree to it..
cause ive not been reading any books these last few months...
cuz i was plain lazy???
i guess...
well...
hmm..
and maybe cause im not schooling right now..
which explains why...
the reading mode is no longer there...
hmm...
guess..i better do something about it...
if not ....
i will be the typical malay who speaks malay ...
which is soo not mie....
haha..

p/s:i gave this person a second chance...but does he deserved it??i dono...he suddenly called ..half-drunk...and was apologising and stuff...hmm...people sae when a person is drunk, he tends to speak wads on his mind...well.i dono...im just clueless...it was a lie to sae that ive moved on lar..which i think i did...we'll see lar if he is true to his words....cause im crossing my finger and hope it wasnt just empty promises and stuff...

See how dyy kena sabo at ecp!!

2009-05-04T23:18:00.001+08:00

here's a video of dyy kene sabo which i gt from his frewn..
funny shit sia...
hehe...

well..
got nothing to post about lor actually...
so...yar...
hehes...
aniwaes....
cute lar dyy...
hehes....

2009-05-01T14:53:00.003+08:00

hello .. :))
lets update...
but its gonna be fast and random lar...
cause im rushing for time...
cause i going out with my B..
hahaha...
*inside joke*....
haha
going warehouse sale ...
hurhur...must grab atleast something nyer..
hehes....
aniwaes..my days so far is okie uh..
tried not going online ....
cause due to certain reasons...
tried not think about it...
aniwaes...
my next week schedule is packed with work...
cause i got no off for next week...
my schedule:
mon - 5-11
tue-11-10
wed-11-3/5-11
thur-11-10
fri-11-3.5-11
sat-5-11
sun-11-10
great or wad??
meninggal lar siol....
but its okies..i gt hp bill to settle...
hahaha...
aniwaes...
i miss him...
yes him..
the hot-tempered guy..
but i gt to let my ego out for now...
cannot be too soft-hearted...
sat gt chalet to go..
my bro-in-law sis birthday celebration...
hmmm....
dun feel like going but i since non from my side going..
i haf to go lor....
aniwaes...
gtg..meeting B oredi..
bubyes...
sorie update like half way thru...
hurhur

2009-04-29T02:34:00.003+08:00

i just realised that there isnt any photos in my comp..anyways.. my week haf been fucking sucky that i dun wished to update my blog about..seriously...i was pissed off...sad and and all those so tak perlu nyer emotions around mie...fuck-up sia...damn....aniwaes.... during my off day on friday...went to town with lynn with hopes of going for an interview which i received few days bck....we thought it was near far east plaza..so asked the information counter and guess wad..its at CHINATOWN!!!far east square is at china town...legong sak..haha..so lazy to go bck...we ate and went window shopping..bingit per...all nice things which i cnt buy cuz i was broke..and was only window shopping...after dat .. went to je2 for awhle..planned was to use the wireless connection and surf the end..end up coneection macam sial...so ..saw shim...she very happy saw mie..haha...then talk2 with her and azhar..talk about all those je2 stuff...then off to clem mit din....pass laptop..went home..sedih sak...and thisperson has been very hot-tempered these pass fw day..fucking dono why..gt problem can just sae wad...no need to perangai with mie..if u want to push mie aside from ur life..fucking sae so...u dun haf to give mie that fuckup attitude..cuz i dun need it..thank u very much!!!bye!!!!!

2009-04-24T05:10:00.000+08:00

wanted to update with pics..but had prob loading it.....
aniwaes...nothing much to update...
work was a toture for mie..
as ive had not enough sleep....
hmmm.....
im really3 not in the mood...
cuz i misses someone badly lar...
i wish i cud just turn back time and rewind everything..
seriously.....
im feeling soo lethargic.....
and im thinking right now as to what i wanna about today....
anyhoots....im being that person lar...
that person who cheat on other people feeling...
im like bck to being that person who easily be that sumone who cheat on other people feeing...
seriously...im like a total bitch..
wait a min...im single..i can contact whoever i wan rite/??
so..single and ready to mingle...but then again..ihaizm missing that him lar...
seriously..no matter how hard i try to tke a step forward and move on...
its simply just so farking hard...damn.....
every little thing reminds mie of him..how??
haiz..............................

2009-04-22T06:41:00.003+08:00

i just simply move on..
thou ive not been thinking about u ...
but then again....
whenever morning strikes....
ur presence still linger in my mind..
thou ive tried umpteen times to cast that thoughts away...
but in the end...
it's to no avail..
why...
i thought it was just those three month fling then im next to the other one...
geez...
guess i was wrong about u then...
the feeling was so genuine and lovely...
and its soo fucking sad to let it go..
where were all ur promises...??
all those i guess was just another sweet talk like the rest right..
guess im bck to square one lar kan....
but please...if u ever change ur mind....
i will be waiting..
chey..
rad so emo sak..
haha..well..just felt like letting out those feeling which ive kept for the last few days...
thou i may lookd as thou ive moved on..
but then again...
no..'fucking hard lar sey ....
seriously..
thou i din shed tears after the first day...
but still...
my heart really craves for his presence....seriously...
fuck lar....
hmm...im done here...gtg now...
working later...

2009-04-21T06:41:00.002+08:00

im seriously miss school..
these few ppl..(not all in the pic)
haha..
cuz it was fun having them around...hmmmm...
those were the days my frewns...
we had our bitchy tymes as well as our funny stupid moments and stuff..
thou i was owaes the absentee..
but hey i do contribute one way or another lor..hehes..
ok lar..
actually gt nothing to update..
and since ive been missing sch..
why not update abt it rite..hehes...

i dono..
i cnt seem to really realise that ive lost u...
u may think that ure not impt to mie..
bloody hell..i missed u sia...
i cried to fik and told him wad happened..
he said things happened fer a reason...
gosh...
but why now...
i seriously dont understand sia with guys...
hmm...
he said he wud give me a chance..
but where issit??
i was waiting fer ur text msg...
but u din text..
wtf ....
u simply cnt just moved on in 2 days time...
seriously...it takes months or weeks...
do u even haf the heart in the first place...
damn..it was god damn rushing.,...
seriously.....
why do everything haf to turned out this way sia....
damn...
dun feel like blogging animore..
bye!

2009-04-12T06:10:00.003+08:00

hello people.....
im now at west coast mac updating my blog...
was accompanying Din study..
which was soo random lar kan...
aniwaes...
the plan was to meet him yesterday lor..
but he postponed it to yest (sat)
cuz he went drinking with his bro and frewns...
so aniwaes...
was supposed to work yest and today at ehem..
but end up..no need..
haha..
so..i gt 3 day off since sat sun and this coming monday...
wee~~~
great or wad...
hahas...
nothing much to update lor..
cause everything was soo random..
in a way..
i update for the sake of updating lar...
any hoots!!!
monday i maybe mitting up with nad or fiby..
we see how the plan goes ..
&&later...
im meeting BLACK!!!
weee...
long time never meet him...
he came bck form bali oredi...
and im meeting him cause he wanna pass the body shop perfume he bought...
and the money ....
so..
we see how it goes too...
cause not confirm oso...
hahaks....
aniwaes...
im okay oredi with the other bff of mine..
i cant seem to let go of the friendship that easily...
i dono why..
cause maybe..maybe uh...
i really do treasure that friendship..
thou its not long...but still..yar....
aniwaes...
to those who is starting school soon....
goodluck and njoy ur new sch and environment..
and to those not schooling..
waiting for wad???
njoy uh to the fullest..
making more money
and find something usefull with ur life...
that goes fer mie lar actually...
ok done.
wanna go play at the playground at west coast....
bye!!!
hehes

2009-04-08T23:30:00.003+08:00

hello.....
long time no update..
was kinda busy....
busy with stuff...
i oh-so-happy this past few day...
wee~~~
bluek!!
aniwaes...
nothing much happen this week..
been busy online and also watching movie online with mizi..
hahaha...
funny sia he..
we watched movie online together..
*head scratching rite??
haha..
he called mie the we watched the same movie ..played at the same time...
funny yet sweet lar this friend of mine...
aniwaes...
i wanna sae thanks to mira for borowing me he laptop these last few days...
it accompany mie thru the whole time whille i was so effing bored...
haha...
aniwaes...
nothing much to update..
chiow...
muaacksss...

2009-04-04T05:31:00.003+08:00

hello!!
good morning people!!rise and shine!!
wakey2...
hehehe..aniwaes...
yestreday i spent my off day at home ....
it wasnt the least bored...
cuz i gt mira'slaptop to acompany mie the whole day..
ape lagy..online uh.....
hehehe...
and yar..i didnt slept the day before..was online the whole day with someone...
and yar...then at 2pm then i sleep..but was awake at 4pm plus cuz he called mie ..hehe..
or msg..i forgot..haha...
then after that straight away online..i never felt like this before sia..
so effing happy...
cuz i get to surf the net..hahaha...
and yar..see the phone above..haha..
its mine babey....nicee rite..
i know..
well..guess got nothing muchh to update lor..
bye...
more update soo...
btw..work is really ok and fun lar..never been fun oso..hehe....

2009-04-03T11:35:00.002+08:00

hello!!
i noe its been ages since i last updated..
ard 2weeks or so rite...
hehehehe..
life's has been really3 great...
wonderful and splendid...
all i did was work...
chatted with frewns on msn and also
mit my frewns at mac...
do wad??
hang-out...
standard...
hehehe..
and yups....
im all confused and scared....
i dono how to turned back time...
and i wish i could...
cause i know im in deep shit..
seriously big time...
damn.....
help me ..
some good samaritans...
damn....
haiz....

2009-03-20T23:24:00.002+08:00

the harder i try to move on and forget about it
the harder it gets..
seriously..
it hurts to see things turned out this way..
but i cant help it...
if he is meant to be urs.he will be urs ..eventually...
but i doubt he will be..
cause the way i see things...
he is happy with her...
then why shud i look back right??
hmm...
i really dono why...
maybe cause its unbearable for me..
for now i guess..
but anyways...
im moving on pretty fine thou in a way where i meet new ppl just to forget him...
thou at times its working..and at times it don't..
but hey..its worth trying right....
haha...
u can see me smile again...
pretty soon aite....
bye...

2009-03-14T16:34:00.002+08:00

its finally over after 1 year and 6 month of holding on to it....
ive finally letting go and moved on....
thou its hard....
but life has to move on with or without him....
he's attached sia for god sake....
u tink i wud be stupid to hold on to it ..
while he is happily with his gf while im here suffering..
NO WAY!!
never will i be that person..
and shafiq too...so much for bff...
jalan dah..
aniway..
my comp still breaks down sia...
still haven fixed it..
too lazy lar...
no tyme sumore..
will be busy ..
so...
yar...
aniwae..
will be changing hp num soon...
pretty soon...
so..do take note aite...:))
i will be sticking to certained ppl onlie...
&& yes....4-5 years time...
new zealand will be my new hometown babey...
hahas...
he has everything planed out....
so..i will just follow the flow...
school will start next year for mie...hope so...
as gor my class 2b...oso can wait....
haha..
girls mah..no need to go ns...datz why..weeheee...
byes..!!

2009-03-02T18:29:00.001+08:00

DEAD AND GONE.....
UPDATE SOON!!
COMP BREAK DOWN...

Soriesoriesorie

2009-02-13T06:24:00.000+08:00

Its been weeks since i last updated ... Im kinda busy wit work n other outside world stuff ... So din haf è purfect time to update yaw! Aniwaes ... Work was kinda slack as they are cuttin cost ... So ... My hours has bin cut dwn so much dat ive to work split shift ... Damn pathetic i tell u ...and recently they gt salary prob and stuff ... Whch made me fil mre pissed off ... I really nid to get anther job a.s.a.p ... Hmm ... Aniwae ... My 2b enrolment isnt doing any good ... Cuz ... I fell twice 4 my both prac 1.01 and 1.02 ... And it hurts ... And i nid to retake 1.02 ... Cuz im stil nt used to changing of gear n also the brake thng ... Thou its nt hard ... Bt dn again ... Im kinda blur n slow at it ... Takes time yaw! Aniwae ... I bought 3 pairs of keds shoe online ... Cuz its effing cheap i tell u ... Plus2 .. Nw they are having a roxy spree for hoodies and slipper ... Do check them out ... It pretty .... Ladieslovees.blogspot.com ... Wee~

2009-01-30T14:24:00.003+08:00

would u feel stressfull if u have applied something for 5 times and yet it still ends up unsuccessful..???
i did...
gosh...
its so effing stressful sia..
if this last application is unsuccessfull..
im telling ...
i will work for time sia...
while waiting for next yr application...
sial uh...
bingit sak....
but its okey uh...
cause..
i no need to go NS mah..
can take my time...
haha...
and my flu aint goin anywhere for now...
damnnn!!!
its effing irrits siak..
i wan go bck school uh!!
i miss sch life....
really...
i do....

2009-01-29T23:41:00.003+08:00

A change of new blogskin...
cause the previous one suck...
So,
Yar...
anywaes...
nothing much happened these past few days...
just busy with work..
thats all..
hmmm....
nothing to update lar...
byes!!

2009-01-15T23:08:00.002+08:00

lets do a proper post today...
well..
ive been dying to talk about my work...
since the time when i started work till now...
i just don't have the right words or phrases to sum up the whole thing...
so anyways...
work is really great and fun..
most of the time..
apart from some disturbance from that idiot...
i did enjoy thou working with my other colleagues....
&& the attchement manager...
which i had a crush on for 2 days..
haha..
thou he may not be attractive lar ..
but his personality that made me attracted to him...
but heck..
just a crush lar ...
anyways...
i just love work lar...
but due to the recent recession...
my hours have been cut down..
so..
i need to find another part-time job...
cause....
i oredi enrol myself in class 2B..
so..i need to savesavesave......!!
anyways....
more updates soon peeps..
gtg....
adios amigos...
byes!!

2009-01-15T16:09:00.002+08:00

i've changed the blogskin.
just find the need to change it..
so..
it took mie 1 day to change it cause i've long forgotten how to changed it..
hahaha...
kind of childish a bit right..?
in a rush lar..
so just choose anyhow...
overall...
ok lar..just the ABOUT part ive not updated yet...
so....
later when i reached home from work then i do something about it...
the song also i've changed...
hurhur...
anyway....
most probably i'll update about work and something2..
once i reached home later at 10...
casue right now...
time constrain
later then i will do a proper blogging....
till then....
byes...
:)

2009-01-08T21:43:00.013+08:00

11 OR 12 OF DEC..Where i treat nad.ielah and deelarh to seoul garden..

see their face..happy rite??cause u noe why??free mah...HAHA!

adem and joyce...

amat.deelarh.rad.azhar.adem

two egoistic frewns..haha!no offence buddies..

joyce.Rad

santhea.Rad

Azhar.Rad

too many head..dono where to start from.ahaha!

Adem.Santhea

Rad.adem.azhar.joyce

Rad.Joyce.Azhar

Those were overdue pictures from last years event...
the day i treated my frewns to seoul garden
to the christmas party at joyce place
and the new year eve at the marina bay...
its all random.i know....
but i just feel the need to post ..
cause the pictures are all in my phone..
so..it will be kinda waste if i don't post it..
cause no one ever see it..
hurhur...
will update later on a thank you speech ..
*hint*hint*
byes!!

2009-01-06T21:41:00.002+08:00

i know that its been eons since i last updated my blog...
ive been busy with celebrations and work till i neglect or just to find that time to update..
well..there is much to update thou....
with the christmas celebration..
to the application for school...
to the new year celebrations..
last but not least...
my work....
but i just cant everything in a post right??
the reason i kept a blog is because so that
my english vocab and blabla stuff wont come to waste..
haha...
its the eve of my b'day till i turn LEGAL 18...
haha..can't wait thou...
im a lil dissapointed with certain people..
especially him..
can't believe that he forgots my birthday...
c'mon ....
damn..
it is saddening ok...
prfft!!
shall not think about it..really...
haiz....
there so many thing i wanna say...
but i just can't seem to get it off my mind..seriously..
my mind always blanked once im facing the computer screen...
im oh-so-not-in-the-mood!!

2008-12-14T20:44:00.002+08:00

The Fucked-Up Day That I Will Never Forget!!

I know i should not have meet them.

It was a harsh decision at first..

then on second thought..

it wasnt..

but i regret it later..

im blessed nothing really happen over there...

and i swear...

if anything happened that day...

i would have blame HIM and myself for it...

because of Him...

I was so fucked-up stress....

to forget the thing...

i went to meet them...

because of HIM..

i got really drunked and stupid...

beause of HIM i was left at mackenzi rd...

because of HIM...

I drank a lil too much then i thought i cud handle...

because of HIM...

everything chnaged...

i shudnt have meet them...

i noe..

it was farking reckless..

stupid chibai mats..

thou i was drunk..

i still remember ur faking faces..

dun worry...

i got one of ur pics and num...

AND..

if i were to remember the incident..

i will remember ur farking faces..

and to HIM..

A BIG THANK YOU!!

ALL BECAUSE OF YOU...

and u noe what..

i know who are my real true friends...

&&aidil..

thanks uh ..entertaint my stupid drunkness crap while u

were concentrating on ur soccer...

esp when it was man utd..

haha..

and to those who kena by my crapyness..

sorie..

and hidayat..

im sorie i dissapoint you...

don't worry..

i will never

do it again..

or just maybe...

will elaborate more later when i find the right tyme to blog of to what had happen that night...

till then...

byes!!

2008-12-10T17:35:00.003+08:00

Im In The MOOD Today....
Aniways ...
I Will Just Blog Lar...
My Days Is Kinda OK2 lar..
Nothing Interesting Happen Thou...
Basic Routine Of Work Then Home....
My Thoughts Can''t Seems To Make Out Into Words rIGHT nOW..
My Mind Is Full Of Words But Cant Seems To Make It Into Phrases...
Many Personal Things Happening Right Now...
But HELL...
I Cant Seems To Solve It
Even Bit By Bits...
Im Begining To Feel Exhausted Day By Day ...
Just Thinking About It....
&&To U!!
Yes U!!
I Don't Know What Shit Have I Done To u Till Ure
Getting Yourself Distanced Away From Me!!
&&Be A Gentleman If Ure Doing So And Tell Me
Straight To My farking Face...
Im DONE..
i Can't Go On AnyMore....
I'll Soon Erupt If Go On Any Further....
So..
Im Leaving Fate Decide....
Let It Be...
Quote From Ielah's Blog
:What Meant To Be Yours ..Will Be Yours..Eventually...
Byes!!!

2008-12-09T01:01:00.003+08:00

Thou It Was Hari Raya Haji...
It Was Spent Very Mundane....
SERIOUSLY!!
BORING!!
Nothing Much..
Apart From Going To My Cousin Place..
All I Did Was Just Lazing Around Using The Laptop.
&&Was Kinda Moody The Whole Tyme Cause I Was Tired.
Wanted To Take A nAP ...
But I Cant...
So......
Yar....
&&Too Much Bitching...
I Don't Like..
Neither Was I Wanting To Get My-Ass Involve...
Cause....
Everyone Is Being TWO-FACED ASS...
Idk About The Other 2Party Lar...
AnyWays...
19 Dec Im Going For A 5 Course Meal At Cousin's Dono Wad Lar...
And Its Costly Okies...
&&Thur I Mayb Mitting Nad And Ielah...
Treat Them Belated B'dae TREAT!!
Friday Im Going To Mit UP With Amat..
To Pennin Or Bugis Either One Lar....
Thur.....
I'm Getting My Farking Pay!!!
Finally....
WOOHOO.....
SPENTSPENTSPENT..
Like Im A Rich Kid ....
Once In A while Lar..
gtg..
Slipy...
Nites....
Byes...

2008-12-08T01:04:00.003+08:00

What a boyfriend would do....

• Grab her neck when you kiss her, it's a real turn on. Not her butt/boobs.

• Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything.

• When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go then kiss her

• When she says she's ok dont believe it talk with her

• Never cheat on her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

• Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

• Call her before you sleep and after you wake up

• Treat her like a person and not something to show off for

• Tease her and let her tease you back.

• Stay up all night with her when she's sick.

• Watch her favorite movie with her.

• TRUST HER WITH HER GUY FRIENDS

• When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.

• Let her know she's important.

• Kiss her in the pouring rain.

• When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;
"Who's ass am I kicking babe?"

If you do post this in the next four minutes the one you love will :
•Call you.
•Kiss you.
•Love you.
•Text you

I Just Find The Need TO Update About This..
Cause ..I find It True Enough...
Haha..=)

2008-12-07T21:37:00.002+08:00

I Ran Out Of Pics..
So..Use My Brother Pic Today....
Hahaha....
Anyways..
Today...
Gonna Be A Very Random Post..
Cause Did'nt Plan to Update....
But Since I Was Using The Comp..
Might As Well Update...
Basically..
Wake up At 4Plus..
Late ..
I Noe....
Woke up..
Blablabla...
Watched Soccer On Tv...
Den Helped Mom Put Up Curtain ...
Then Now Blogging..
&&I Noe Someone Is Very Eager To Read My Blog..
HAHA!!
That Person IS......
FAIRIS!!
Haha...=)

P/S:6 more days to go...i Soo cant Wait..=)

2008-12-02T23:57:00.002+08:00

I Hate This Part Right Here!!
Anyways..
Today Is Going To Random Post...
Wasn't Being Myself When I'm Updating This Post.
Well...
So Much Happen Today And The Day Before.
Shall Not Elaborate More About It.
Im Kinda Not In The Mood To UPdate .
Cause.My Mind Seems To Be In A Mess.
And I Can't Put My Thoughts Into Words.
Seriously.
Its Depressing.
Right Now.
Its Time Or Never.
And I get Stress Up During Night Time.
Cause It Reminded Me Of CertainStuffs..
Aniways...
I gtg..
Update Soon Lar..
Byes!!

2008-11-27T19:47:00.005+08:00

Dian Amirul And Dian Amin
Dian Amin
Dian Amirul
Amin
Muhamad Din Bin Dali..

Yesterday i Decided to Check On My Pay..But It Din Went In.. So...Was Kinda Disappointed....So...Met Up With My Adik At Eden Clinic....Den off To Clementi To Chill And Slack...i Went Over To His Crib And Watched Some Dvd ..First We Watched Camp Rock DEN How She Move...Was Fun...Then His Younger Siblings Use My Hp Camera And Camwhore..They Were Oh-So-Cute.....And They Speak English I tell You....It Was A Simple Off Day From Work To Meet Up mY Adik Angkat...Cause Its Been Weeks Since I last Saw Him...And I Booked Him On The 11 dec To Go Out Towning ..Hurhur..Cant Wait....And Yar..Sorie For Not Updating For Quite Some Time...Benn Busy Working...And I tel YOU..Next Week I will Be Busy..And I tink I Got No Off Day..Cause Amin Will Be On Leave......hurhur..Im Done..Wanna Watched Don't Forget The Lyrics....Hurhur..ciao...

P/s:Abg IS GOnna Be Released Tomorrow....And I can Wait To Meet Him....But i be Working Tomorrow..11-5...BYES!!

2008-11-27T19:24:00.009+08:00

This Is The Pelamin At Sharmeen's 2nd Sis Wedding....Very The Grand Right..I Know...
This Was The People Who Attended The Wedding...
Us Again...Hurhur....We Had A great Fun At The Wedding..Hurhur...
I Didn't Expect Her To Be At The Wedding....And I Miss Her Lar....
We Took Pictures With The Bride And Groom...Very Swit Couple Right...
The Bride And Groom..
Nice...
The Pelamin....
ThE Wedding Was So Grand.....I din Want To Attend At First Cause I Was Working On That Day...But End Up...I Paitao Keje.....Hurhur...And I din Regret Going To The Wedding...Those Who ATTENDED The Wedding Was Me,Azhar,Fidi,Azfar,Nas And Shahrul..Not Quite The Crowd We Expected To Come....It Was Fun Thou...

2008-11-15T01:08:00.002+08:00

My Off Day Was Spent At Home Today...
Pathetic Right??
I know....
Cause I Din't Have Plan ..
That's Why....
Anyways..
Woke Up At Around 12Plus Just Now..
Due To Constant Miss-Calls From H...
Cause He Said That He Kena DB..
DB=detention barrack..
I Think That's How They Spelled It...
Wasn't Going To Believe Him At First...
Until He Mms Mie A Photo Of Him In Handcuff...
HAHA!!
Then I Believed Him....
Hurhur..
Anyways..
Talked To Him Till 3 plus Then Hung-up..
Cause He Gtg..
Boo-hoo!!
So..
The Rest Of The Day Was Spent By...
WATCHING TV and Going Online...
It Sucks ..
I Know..
&&Tomorrow...
I Don't Need To Attend The Orientation ..
Cause It Was Postponed Till Further Notice..
Yay!!
I Can Slip Late And Also..
Wake Up Late...
Jyeah!!
Working At 6 Tomorrow Thou...
Anyways..gtg..
Watching Movies ONLINE!!
Byes!!!

2008-11-13T19:50:00.004+08:00

Thanks Ehk KECIK For The Tagged !

The Rules & Regulations:

1) Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself. 2) People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little know facts as well as state this rule clearly 3) At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged & list their names 4) No tag back.

I Have This Habit Of Washing My Hands Umpteen Tyme When Im Extremely Nervous!!
I Dislike Going To The Washroom When There's Alot OF Ladies In There!!
I Will Have Nightmares For Atleast 3 Days 3 Nights If I Watced A Scary Movie..!!
I Like To Be Friends With Guys More Then Girls..!!(Since Young)
I Have Phobia Taking Or Hearing The Word Pandol After An Incident A Year Back....
I'm Going To Enroll Myself For Class 2B Next Year When Im LEGAL 18!!
I Rather Watch Chinese Drama Rather Then Malay Ones...So Boring..!!
I Will Only Speak English Language To People Whom I Don'T Really Know..
I Take A Very Long Time To Socialise With People Whom I Just Got To Know...
Has A Habit Of Staring At Blank Wall And Talking To Myself When Im Bored Or Nervous..

The 10 people ;
Kilaaa
Estelle Zee
Hairil
Amat
Janna
Mira_Auni
Syafiqah
Lynn
Joanne
Naja

Today Work Was Okey..
Not Busy..
Cause Rainy..
And Yar...
Im Getting The Hang Of Doing Things There..
I Do Not Need To Be Told What To Do Anymore..
Slack To The Max Sia..
Lucky I Brought A Book To Read To Kill Time...
Anyways...Everything Seem So...Random..
Really....Its Like ..
I Get Paid To Do Almost Nothing..
Just A few Hours Of Busy-ness...
So Yar...
Hope I Don't Get Transferred To Other Outlet ..
Haha....
Im Updating Now...
Cause Later I Don't Need To Update...
Cause Later I Won't Do Aniting Much..
Just Watch TV..Online Or Just Watch An Online Movie..
Ok den...That Will Be All...
Bye!!

2008-11-12T23:56:00.002+08:00

Work Was Ok2
Im No Longer Felt Awkward With That Supervisor..
He's Okey Uh...
Today Did New Things Again..
This Time...
I Did The Pos Keying Thingy..
I Was Kinda Slow Thou..
Cause Im Still Learning It..
And Ive Yet To Learn More...
Im So LOVE Working At Botak Jones..Hurhur....
Was Supposed To Finish Work At 10 But I Can Go Bck At 9...
So...
I Did...
Pissed Off With Him..
Damn Pathetic Sia..
&&Sumone Was Dissappointed At Me..
Im Sorie....
Thats All...
Gtg...
Need Sleep..
Tomorrow Work..
11-5..
Friday OFF..Yes!!
FINALLY...!!!

2008-11-12T00:49:00.002+08:00

i Got Problem Uploading Pics Today..So...Yar..
No Photo For Today..
Work Was Okey..
But ..
I Cant Seems To Work With One Of My Colleague..
My Asst Mgr.
I Dono Why Uh..
But I Just Don't Fancy Him...
Im Now Okey With What To And All That.
And Yar..
Ive Yet To Remember All The Prices For the Menu..
But ..Ive Remember The Table Setting...Kudos
Tommorow Will Be Shagged..
Cause I Will Working From 11-10pm.
And Yes...
The Job Is Kinda Bored..Thou Slack..
Thats The Thing..
If Busy..Too Busy..
The People Is Friendly Thou..
HAHA!!
Ok..
Gtg..
I Missed The Outing ..Damn..
Updates Soon...!!
Much LOVES,
RadLarSey!!

2008-11-10T00:37:00.002+08:00

Work Was A Blunder....First Of All...Im SICK!!
Then..I Was 10 Ten Mins Late..
Then The Uniform They Gave Me Was Effing Big!!
I Was Awkward Thou At First...Cause..They Seem To Be Very Friendly..But Then Uh...
Im The Type Who Takes A Very Long Tyme To Socialise With People..Haha..Any..It Was Effing Busy Sia During Dinner Tyme..As A New-Comer..
I Wasn't Familiarise Yet With The Table Setting...Cause They Don't Attained Table Number..
And I Mix-Up With The Table Arrangement And It Kinda Make Them Move A Bit Slower...Cause I Was In-Charge Of Setting Of The Table....And Yar...This Week My Off Day Is On Friday..And Saturday I Got Orientation In The Morning And Working At 6pm...Sure Shagged Giler Nyer...And Wednesday..Im Working 11-10pm..Damn...But Worth It lar....Tomorrow Im Working From 11-6 pm...And I Need To Get Some Sleep Now...But I Need To Take Medicine First...OK..That Will Be All!!Bye!!

2008-11-08T23:04:00.004+08:00

This Pic Was So Long Ago....
Me And My Adik-Angkat..
How TIME Flies So Fast...
And Yes Finally I Can Say :
"Im Outta KFC Yaw!!For Good!!"
Thou Its Sad To Leave ...
But Hell...
Who Cares Anyways....
So Much CONTRIBUTION Ive Done...
Still Ends Up The Same...
Neither Will I Want To Go Back There...
Serious Shit.. NEVER!!
Anyways...
I Got A New Job....Guess......Really......I Want U Guys To Guess.....Ok..I Won'T Beat Around The Bush...BOTAK JONES...Have You Heard About IT??Guess Some May Have Not..Any ways...I Got The Job...Like FINALLY!!Its Been Two Weeks Ago Since I Went For The Interview..And I Thought I Wont Get IT...But They Called Mie 2days Back...Then Just Now I Went For A 2nd Interview And Im Starting Tomorrow at 4-10...Im Kinda Excited Yet Nervous....Hurhur...Cause Im Going Into A New Environment...hurhur...And The Pay Is GOOD I Tell You.. Im Being Paid $6 Per Hour..Great Rite...Summore During Public Holidays Im Paid $12 Per Hour..People..Don't Be Jealous Ok!!Haha..Never Judge A Coffeeshop With No CLass..Hurhur...And Yar...Its So Not Great To Be Sick On First Day Of Work Which Im Experiencing Right Now...Im Having FLU ..Damn*sniff*sniff*....And Yar...Due To My Working Experience At KFC And Shangri-la..Datz Why IM paid 6 Bucks Per Hour..And Yar...I Can Wear Any Kinda Pants Or Shoe...Cool Or What?!?And My Pay Can Get Even Higher If MY Performance Is Up To Standard...Up TO $7.5 Per Hour...Aint Bragging Lor...Just Telling..Hahaha...Ok...I Gtg...Need To Get Some Rest...Take Care..much Loves:RadLarSey..!!!

2008-11-07T18:09:00.003+08:00

hello...
lets do some real blogging..
now..
i mean it...
apparently i went for two job interview
for the last 2 weeks..
and im waiting for the other one to call up on mie last week..
but..
they called mie just now while i was sliping..
tomorrow..11am..
be there..
don't be late!!

Finally...i end it just like that..
palnned to get back on it..
next year..
i have it all planned..
don't worry...
this time..
it will never fail...
cause..
once bitten twice shy...
trust me..
as ive long wanted to achieve that perfection..
next year will be the year..
trust me..
it wont happen again...
promise...
let it be a lesson learned...
if u can't make it..
no point pushing yourself to the limit whereby u know yourself u jolly well can't take the pressure...
and i ..
jut pushed it so hard that i cant take the pressure animore...seriously..
not worth it..
and ive come to my senses after months of enduring..
i cant do it animore..
let it be...
there is owaes a second chance..
but never blew that second chance away...
cause if u do..
u will regret it sooner or later...
and i...
sometimes do regret it..
but not animore...
pointless..
treat it as a lesson learned...
thats all..
bye!

2008-11-02T19:42:00.001+08:00

NO TIME TO UPDATE FOR NOW...
CAUSE....
THERE'S NOTHING TO UPDATE ABOUT..
NOT DECLARED DEAD BLOG...
JUST....
SIMPLY...
NOTHING TO UPDATE..
TC!!
BYE!!

2008-10-18T03:05:00.002+08:00

yesterday went to visit abg..
was feeling tired/anxious/excited/scared..
reason being:
tired-never sleep the whole night..cause scared later cannot wake up later.
axious-cause its been ages since i last long see my brother.
excited-feels like there's thousan and one story to tell him about outside..
scared-cause scared uh he will asked mie why i long tyme never visited him...

anyways..at 7 got ready then waited for cik leman to fetch us from boon lay to changi..
the journey was so bumpy ..and i feel like puking half-way.
reached the area quickily go and register..
noi was so kiasu that we sat infront of the counter ..
then our number were called..
the staff was oh-so-scary sia...
i was observing her eyebrow..
very weird sia...
put away our stuff in the locker
the long walk to mit brother was oh-so-long sia..
and yes..
while walking..they played the song i beleive i can fly...
haha..pathetic..
then reached these room..
we have to waited somemore

finally...meet abg...
then we went inside the cubicle..
i and abg suddenly laughed..
for no apparent reason lor...
then abg say..why laughed..then i juz smiled...
aniwaes...we talked...
actually ..noi did all the talking and i juz either smiled or laughed...
i oh-so-cant wait for abg to kuar soon...

then suddenly came a part where he talked about club and all that...
member ajak gy club sey bile i reached 18..wee wit...
aler..lagy 2 bulan ajer..hahaha
den legal beb...
then he asked about hp yg ade video semue...
well..to him all that was alien...
hahaha..i laughed..and asked he about email..
he was going to make one...
THEN TIMES UP..
damn,...

after that..
noi ajak gi geylang makan..
ok den..we go eat lar..
journey jauh nak mampos..
then we reaches the place..
eat..tapau makan then go home....
reached home then watched tv..
supposed to work..
then paitao..
than sleep..
woke up..
alot miss kol...
hidayat..
angry..
pathetis..
pissed off..
dont care..
then after ...
now blogging..

bye!!!

2008-10-15T19:29:00.002+08:00

don't tell me it's a last year picture..
cause i don't believe a single shit you said okey...
i can't be bothered anymore about it anymore..
cause all those words you said was just to make me cool down..but hey..
screw you damn sweet-talk-mother-fucker....
cause i know everything about it lar...every single shit what you have done to me..
ive done it to others....
don't think aku nie adik-adik kau yg kau senang-senang nak tipu aku..
i will make sure the amount i suffer will be twice the amount you gona suffer from me..
i want to see how long will you last this crap shit nonsensical attitude..
i love you??i don't noe...i don't really sae i love you...
cause i'm being fickled-minded..that's all..
ok done blabbering about this thingy..