because of concentrating more on my work that i somehow dont really care bout my studies ..
you see ... ive always aim to excel well on and get a good marks on my modules ...
but when i realised after getting my result progress test ....
i got an average marks of 60+ ...
i was really dishearted that i feel like banging my head on the wall ....
cause ive taken the modules before and i should know and excel better than the rest ....
im the type who strive for perfection ...
especially in my studies ...
cause i know that i can do better ...
gosh ... i feel all so sucky right now ...
i really need to buck up on my studies as my CA is coming soon next week ...
and today ... while on the way back form school ... iwas caught smoking in school uniform ...
that add to more punishment that im getting from mrs tahir ...
seriously ..
now i feel the stress level rising up to my brain ....
damn ..
how should i answer her when she questioned me on monday ...
cause i know she will ....
urgh !!! february sucks ...
hurry march so i can start anew ...
starting from march ...
no more late coming ... absent without valid reason ...
and yes! i know i can do it ...
it a simple thing to do ..
if others can do it ...
why cant i ....??
i know that last posts are also about studies and etc...
cause right now enjoyment period has been put on hold ...
hahaah ....
and on a lighter note ...
i got $800 for bursary ....
weeeee~
okay im done ...
bye !!!
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